heylow dear readers..juz came back from TTSH visited Hafidz mum who was hospitalised last week. met up wif the yaQinininz at Novena MRT ard 7 & had our maghrib at a nearby Masjid. and went to TTSH next. the gurlz were luffing & singing & screaming while on our way to the hospital. saw hafidz & his family dere. *udah lama sih nggak ketemu sama hafidz..kangen banget dey sama dia*.

aft we're done visiting his mum,went to eat at Magic Wok at Novena sQ 2. & we were the last customer dere. nearly closing tyme but we were stil luffing & eating & making jokes. 1opm-took the train home. told my parentz to fetch me up at Khatib mrt as i was lazy to take the bus & was merely wanting to save my ez-link.

while waiting 4 my parenz 4 abt close to half an hour,i saw a drama~haha..between an ah-beng and a middle-age uncle. the ah-beng kicked up such a big fuss at the control station bcoz the uncle as wat the ah-beng claimed *accidentally stepped on his leg a few tymes but only say sorry to him*. i was dere watching the whole minutes of it. the ah-beng wont stil back-out or relent even when the smrt staff tried becuming the middle-man & cool him down. he let out all kinds of vulgarities dat u cud eva imagine. but the uncle just calmed down kept Quiet while looking at the reactions & expressions made by the ah-beng to him. his shoutings get worse & everyone were stealing a glance at the scene. & 2 officer from the neighbourhood police had to be called up. * but den bile police da dtg,si ah-beng ni step menguap2 lah ape lah,,kekek seyy..td bukan maen berani pekik2 maki2*...

left the scene early coz my parentz have reached. & as they were so hungry,we went to a nearby 24-hr coffee-shop to eat,but i only have a drink. aft dat,went to my auntie's hz to fetch the chicken wings dat i ordered frm her for yaQin's special event cum BBQ at MuttaQin tonight.

reached hm ard 12..packed sum stuffs for tomorrow's special event aka BBQ aka sleepover aka Qiyamullail. and here i am blogging.

all ryte, the princess gotta tuck-in now. need to sleep early coz Fizah & Syam is picking me up at 6.3oam later. need to be at MuttaQin early coz me & Fizah are going to marinate the chicken wings & do sum preparations.

anyway..these are the replies for those tags from my sweethearts..

Pinkfreak ; hello syg! imy2!~ thanx for tagging ehh...btw MAYBE ah i'll buy no.2~ hehhss

Marrie ; hello syg *jgk*!~ really meh 2nd one tuh very.nice?~

1t ; hello my lesbian partner!~ bnyk sey u tagg me..hee..im nt rily on a tight budget uhh..lagipon yg the 3rd one tuh tk brape lawa sgt..i like slide & flip fone actually..anyway kak fiza nye oso w580i kan? i tested it juz nw tp mcm tk best uh..smooth2 want yg sedap..uhuh..im sick of Nokia uh btw...bwuehehe...thanx manyak2 ehh,,~

mrQ ; hah..ini olang..u said im *kepo* wat if i buy w960i..datz y itz not listed here..lgpon itz too expensive,,gaji tak cukop sey..hee..hmm maybe i shud consider & be a *kepo* ehh..cancan? u let me? lolx..

till now den, nytes sweets~

Labels: a great start 4 weekend~

im getting myself a new phone by next week.
my current Nokia Exprees Music have been faithfully wif me since december 2006.
da mcm mintak ampun pon..olways gimme trouble. memory card pon pakai org punyer. earpiece oso da teruk. screen calar2. it will go dead after every calls. but i dun intend to sell it. simpan buat spare.
& Sony Erricson is in. & im TORN between 3 models. help me choose one can?


w910i~the most elegant , chic & hawt...the most expensive among those 3..


w580i~shaker phone~the in-between..kinda hawt..bt not attracting enuff..priced at $388 near my neighbourhood shop..


w610i~so-s0..maybe best suitable for guys..the cheapest among 3..i can get it for below 300bucks..cheap but stil,tk menarik..i wil consider if im on a tight budget..


which one ehh?~

Labels: WeyWeyWey.hapey.com

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?,
or Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not
care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could
have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?*

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?*

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? *

Labels: and finally sumthing dat describes my feelings

is diz really me? is diz really my own self? am i being my own self?
am i really happy with what i have now? am i really satisfied with the things dat i get now? is having A LOT of friends & acquaintance do satisfies me? is making a lot of new friends sumthing really fun? uhh yess i do admit dat we need to go out & observe & befriend. but the truth is i am just tired of people asking for my number adding me at msn or any social networking sites coz i gotta repeat the whole process again;introducing myself, likes&dislikes, wat am i doing now, my age & constant messages & phone calls & chattings. IM TIRED.

am i just pretending to be happy? am i just pretending to be ouh so bubbly & cheerful? or izit dat deep deep deep very deep down inside i am sad & discouraged & despair? currently i hate to let people know or see my sad emotions. just maybe i tend to cover it up by putting on wide smiles & grins on my face? faking my own emotions? hiding behind those bubbly face? hiding my own-self? or worse, running from reality?

Labels: an inconvenient truth

My-My.....what a friday....

fyi diz is going to be a long post..



early in the morning,i msged my dearest Hidayah & since we havent see each other 4 a quite a long tyme,so we decided to meet in the afternoon ryte after her sch. she waited for me at Amk interchange & since itz been a while since we last met,we both hugged so tightly infront of so many people upon seeing each other & we even wore the same cardigan...so sweet...



so we headed to MuttaQin MosQue bcoz our plan 4 the day was to meet our beloved ustad SodiQin dere since he's got a few werking days left as the YDO dere. so we called him up & said dat we wanna have lunch together wif him & he told us to wait for him 4 awhile. while waiting, one ustazah approached us & she was like "sweeties,we are having a free health check-up..do u wanna join?" so me & dayah was like "ahh okok..y not". so we did sum weight& height checks & bloodpressure test. Nasir oso joined us. after we're done wif the health check-ups,me & dayah & ustad proceeded to BanQuet & have our meals dere. Ustad called her fiancee CiQin & his mum-in-law to be, so altogether dere were 5 of us having lunch. after we're done wif eating,me ciQin her mum & dayah went around AMK central & did sum shopping. we went ard frm shops to shops testing out make-ups & blushers & perfumes..harhar...ciQin's mum is so sporting & very fun. aft dat,ciQin & her mum invited the both of us to their place coz they wanted to show us their new pet named KIKI..& itz a rabbit....~ the rabbit was so cute& adorable but i dun dare to play wif it bcoz im juz soo geli wif animals....so we hanged out at their house eating snacks & watching Hikmah~

sudddenly ciQin asked if we wanted to go Ratib at MuttaQin,& since we're super free..we said yeah y not...so waited for ciQin to change her clothes. & since hidayah was in her sch uniform,she oso wanted to go home first & change. luckily her house is just a few blocks away frm ciQin's. so we headed to Hidayah's hz & waited 4 her to change. & from her block,we actually ran all the way towards the bustop bcoz the bus were already at the traffic lite. & it was so kecoh while we ran, we were all like "cepat cepat cepatt!!" "naseb baek malam2 sey takde org nampak" "kauuu...lari ngan baju kurung seyy" "ehh da lame sey tak lari".....upon entering the bus,everyone looked at us...so paiseyyy...

so,we reached muttaQin, & saw ain her mum dere,helped dem out wif their jualan 4 awhile before attending the ratib. the ratib ends before isyak,& ciQin went home wif her fiancee,left me & dayah. & ali. so the 3 of us went ard amkhub& amkcentral & bumped into Fizah&Abg Syam but den later we parted. aft the 3 of us done wif our merayap,we get bored so we called up fizah & asked her where she is. since she said dat she's at MuttaQin, we all decided to went dere too. and dere were Fizah Abg Syam Ali Wany Ain Hidayah & myself. the gurls were so kecoh luffing so mucch.

i told my mum to pick me up since my ez-link got no more credit left. & my mum replied dat she will pick me up ard 1030+. & i was like "mek,,skrg da kol 10..sume org da siap2 nk alek". so i dgn tk malunyer ask fiza's favour to send me home since we both live in the north. & she was like "okok no sweatt". so i called my mum & informed her dat abg syam & fizah will send me home. while we were bz packing,fizah called me up i think she said sumthing like "seha go home now?" & i was like "ahh yaryar okok". so i went to the back gate & took my shoe towards the front gate. & guess wat>? i saw their car leaving...i was like "eh eh ehhhhhh....dorg da jlnnnnn..........". so i called fizah

me; kak....u left already ehhhh? nape tk tunggu kite...?

fiza; i thot u said "okok" wen i told u i da nak jalan...?? eh dear sorry2..wat a misunderstandingggg......sorry2.....

me;okok tkper itz ok,i try call my mum

fiza;dear sorry ehhh...u call ur mum ti da smpai umah u msg me..

me;okok tanx...

i tried calling my mum but she didnt even pick up...i gave up,so i called Hafidz who noes he might give me a ride,but den he was wif his gf. so i called up ahmad,but he's at home & stays at bedok..i called Najmi but he didnt pick up.....i was soo desperate to go home. in the end,hidayah lent me 1 dollar so i can take 853. & she sent me til the bustop. and a few things happened inside the bus.

1st,

i put inside 60cents,but the driver told me to show my pass & i didnt bring one. den he asked me where am i going? i said yishun. den he said the fare is $1.30. so i put in all the coins dat i have & told him.."uncle,,not enuff uhh". den he said "neh mine itz ok,juz dun forget to take the tickets,juz in case". so i thanked the driver. the bus was so packed. but managed to get a seat after 2 stops,beside a mat melayu. i was holding my hp messaging2. & I asked Q to call me. & he did but juz 4 awhile. i hunged up the fone & continue listening to my mp3. diz mat was so kepo,he actually looked at my hp screen. i juz ignored. sumhow suddenly he took out his hp & he was like "showing off his hp wif a number in it"...i was like "nmpk sah dekni nak bagi nombo die kat aku"..so i pretend konon tk nmpk pape & kept my hp inside. luckily he alighted before me & before he tapped out,he looked at me. "macam2 btol org2 ni".....

i alighted at Yishun interchange & wen i reached at the Yishun mrt control station,i try to call my mum again but she didnt pick up. so i juz leave her a msg "ibu fetch me at yishun mrt punye taxi stand. akak tunggu kt cni.dun ask me later i'll tell u the story". i dun wanna walk all the way home bcoz it is Quite Quiet dere. & while waiting 4 my mum,Q called me back. so,mengadu naseb lah dgn die..haha...and He was like "lerr knape td tak bilang siang2? if not i can drive & fetch u home"...i was like "aah seyy..i lupe yg u da boley drive".....aiyyoo..tkpelah not meant to be ..next tyme ehh/ haha...anyway i was getting worried coz itz already 11+ & my mum isnt here yet. so i get Q to help call my mum 4 me but again my mum didnt answer the fone. so Q suggested y not i juz walk & he'll accompany me,thru the fone. so i said ok & msged my mum telling her dat im already walking home & no need to fetch me. i didnt walk thru blocks but instead i walked at the main road,just to play safe.

as soon as i juz reached my block,my mum called Q's number back. so he get me to informed my mum

Q; cik Juwita eh? juz now Fasehah tried calling u but she cudnt reach u.. so i help her to call u so dat she noes dat ur hp is wif u./ im Qhairul./ she said she's already under her block/ ok welcum, *datz wat i heard frm Q*

as i reached home,my mum started to ask "td ckp fiza antar balek?" & so i had to explained to her wat actually happened. so i complained sadly uhh "ibu td kenape off hp? i called2 u many times" she's like "ibu ltk silent lahh" "Qhairul tu siape" "how did he called me?" so i said Qhairul is my fren & he helped me to call u & he's at home.

adoyyyy....at the start of the day was greatt & awesome but the end of it was so jiallat. was so fun to have met Hidayah CiQin CikSiti Wany Ain Fiza Ali Abg Syam but so sway wen desperately got no other way to go home. & the incident at bus plus mat melayu tuh. & i witnessed a fight between indians youngsters at the void deck while walking home. & Q was like "ehh i think u shud have recorded ur Friday & have it documented or filmed seyy"...haha..anyway thanx Q for the company...

What A Friday~

Labels: What a Friday~

Puteri- Disana menanti Disini menunggu (a)



part (b)
i like this part the best~



part (c)

Labels: Puteri~

ok,lets talk about my weekend....~~since i've already quit my job last thursday,so i've been relaxing & enjoying the weekend. itz been a long tyme since i last watched tv becoz i've been werking day&nyte..mek,*rajin nahh*. so i've become a 'hamba tv' & telling myself, "no computer today" BUT, i still switch it on & wil stuck infront of the pc 4 long hours anyway. seriously i cant survive without surfing the net for even a day. tk mkn tk minum pn takpe,haaa *k lame*.

Saturday went out wif the BABES,but not all of them,sadly only Sue&Tini. itz pathetic & sad to see dat people change. i hate it wen ppl tend to 'mcm phm'. said & promised but den in the end do the opposite. pegy karaoke lah kan? abey tak taw nk ajak? boley tipu lagi ckp gi tmpt laen. da lah satu2 perangai da berubah. dun tink i dunno or i dun even care. masing2 da nak buat hal masing2 kan? kate 'i miss u' sume,tp nk patah balek satu station yg da terlepas just to see me pon tak boley? i dun need u to do that la actually,but i need to see u coz i juz miss u damn lot. get it?
i wonder...
where's atikah?
where's ayuni?
where's nani?
where's deedy?
where's zana?
where are those ppl dat i used to know?
seriously aku da tak kenal korg lagy...





anyway, the 3 babes went to t3 but dropped dere juz to singgah the toilet. since tinibabe wanted macdonald so much,so off we went to t2. after we're done wif eating& story-telling & cam-whoring,the babes sent me to the mrt station coz i gotta meet Q at Tanah Merah. was supposed to wait for him at Simei mrt to knock-off frm his werk at Changi-Simei cc actually,but he ended up being early,adoyyy i had to make him wait againn.....

so we both went to Bugis. my initial plan was to look 4 a new dolly like dress. but i changed my mind. so while waiting 4 Q to finish his asar,i went ard Bussorah street to look 4 pashmina/shawls. & i actually bought 5 of it. very nice very colourful very pretty & very cheap. thanx Q 4 choosing the colours for me. haaaa. * a designer knows best la katekan*. so frm dere we went to Bugis street & i bought a necklace dere. pusing2 den aft dat we went to Bras Basah complex bcoz he wanted to look 4 a new guitar. he left the shop wif his monyok face bcoz he was looking for a left-handed guitar since he's a lefthanded. takley lupe mcm mane rupenyer. bcoz he's sumhow disappointed, he decided to go to peninsular to try his luck. & aft the 3rd shop dat we went into,he finally found it!~ he was all like *yessaahhh daapaatt...org tu kate nnt die reserve kan*. suke lah tuh!~ aft dat we proceed to City hall mrt & went home..
*Q...penatt taw..sepanjang keluar tk dpt duduk langsung..haaa*

On Sunday,

catched the 'konsert malam sejuta selawat' wif partly yaqinianz partly my cuzzins partly ain's family. in the 1st place my family was supposed to attend it,but they back out last minute coz my parents held up wif their appointments. in the end 2 of my cuzzins followed, so i let ain's mum & bro have the 2 tickets left. the concert was very soulful. Rabbani & Hijjaz made an appearance, so were Ustad Ahmad Dahri & Ustad Harun Hassan Aktar,ouh & Ustad Sofiyan too. the concert were being held so as to comemmorate the birth of our Prophet Muhammad p.b.u.h. i learnt dat we shud love our Prophet Muhammad p.b.u.h. more den anything else.
* sumhow i dun understand sum fellar ni la ehh. the song 'dia kekasih Allah' was meant for cinta kite terhadap Rasulullah,bukan cinta kite terhadap kekasih buah hati kite..stop it seyy..tk taw bace & tak taw dgr ke?*
















i was just soo happy to have seen my former primary sch classmates.


anyway Q..ur heartshape is what colour? i chose White,haaaahaa...sungguh tk penting~

Labels: Weekend~

wat is LOVE?

For all you peoplewho say, 'I love you' when you have no clue what love is exactly.
Something to ponder upon...

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart>
racing and is>
your voice caught within your chest??>-
It isn't love, it's LIKE.>>

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her/him
- It isn't love, it's LUST.

Are you proud, and eager to show her/him off??
- It isn't love, it's LUCK.

Do you want her because you know she's/he's>there??
- It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.

Are you with her/him because it's what everyone wants??>
-It isn't love, its LOYALTY.

Are you with her because she/he kissed you, or held your hand?>
- It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.

Do you stay for her/him confessions of love,> because you don't want to hurt her/him? >
- It isn't love, it's PITY.

Do you belong to her/him because the sight of her/him makes your heart skip a beat??>
- It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.

Do you pardon her faults because you care about her/him?>
- It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.

Do you tell her/him every day she is the only one you think of?>
- It isn't love, it's a LIE.

Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her sake?>
- It isn't love, it's CHARITY.

Does your heart ache and break when she's sad?>
- Then it's LOVE.

Do you cry for her/his pain, even when she's/he's>strong?>
- Then it's LOVE.

Do her/his eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? >
- Then it's LOVE.

Do you stay because a blinding,incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her/him?
- Then it's LOVE.

Do you accept her/his faults because it's a part of who she/he is?>
- Then it's LOVE.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with her/him faithfully without regret?? >
- Then it's LOVE.

Would you give her/him your heart, your life, your death??>
- Then it's LOVE.

Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love?
Why is it all we search for in life?
This pain, this agony?
Why is it all we long for?
This torture, this powerful death of self?
Why?
The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE. It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and share it with others as well.
Love hurts our feeling, but it's also the reason our soul heal..
But one day when u truly fall in love..remember to let the someone know.. to suffer a moment of embarrassment is better than letting your happiness fly away forever...

Labels: What is LOVE?~

LEONA LEWIS~better in time

Labels: i'll get better in time

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And somethings breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one

My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

Labels: Only One~

April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008

Fasehah Omar
17teen
Teacher's Day Baby
of Malay + Arab
kecoh,*cute*,fragile,sensitive;very

My Family
My friends
My BaBes