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                   <div class=b2><div align="right"><font size="3px">Wednesday 25 July 2007 ; <b><font color="ff3366">07:54</b></font><font face="Webdings">Y</font></font></table></div></div>
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                   <div style="clear:both;"></div>itz been nearly 5 months since i started knowing him. itz not rily a long period of time for me. but it is indeed a long period of tyme for him to have known a girl. yar, probably i am the lucky girl. 5 months?? hmm... i've known almost everyting about him. i can even tell thru his actions, thru his words, thru his voice, thru his steps, thru his facial expressions..even when he didn't tell me what is exactly wrong wif him!~ <br />all i'm going to say is..<br /><br />I AM STILL THINKING IT THROUGH....<br />GOD, i miss him<br />may he will be the one for me<br />and i'll be the one for him<br />but i am not expecting it now<br />or soon <br />but later<br />when we've finished our studies<br />and when we already came to a definite achievement..<br /><br /><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i206.photobucket.com/albums/bb222/fasehahomar/sWTPIsN00.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a><br />a picture dat we took 1 mth after our 1st date..<br />n itz been close to 5 mths now..<br /><br /><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i206.photobucket.com/albums/bb222/fasehahomar/sWTPIsN000-1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a><br /><br /><br />and...other souls in my life dat i LOVE besides my family, my HIM, and my friends are<br /><br />MY CLASSMATES....<br /><br /><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i206.photobucket.com/albums/bb222/fasehahomar/906298957l.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a><br />not complete yet..still got sum babes left..<br /><br />eventhough there might be some back-talking behind them or behind us..i guess datz juz part of parcel of school life. when different ppl wif different characters being placed under roof. but i had my great tyme being in sec 3B of 2007. i hearts them lotz!~ but too bad..fathini and fatimah joined us late. they missed the fun before june. but none the less..fathini and fatimah rox my sox babes!~ baru 3 weeks kenal..sayaang banget same dorg..and also.. i love shyda too..[shyda..kiter heart-to-heart- eh?] hee..<br /><br /><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i206.photobucket.com/albums/bb222/fasehahomar/134568631l.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a><br />nani s. - me - su'aidah<br /><br /><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i206.photobucket.com/albums/bb222/fasehahomar/898630479l.jpg" border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"></a><br />and i LOVE my fathini babe too!~ we hold hands at school!~ haha<br /><br />just wanting everyone to know dat..I LOVE EVRY PRESENCE OF SOULS IN MY LIFE..<br />i love my PARENTS<br />SIBLINGS<br />FAMILIES<br />UNCLES<br />AUNTS<br />COUSINS<br />RELATIVES<br />FRIENDS<br />CLASSMATES<br />TEACHERS<br />YAQINS<br />TORNPRINZE<br />and ever existing or still existing or dun wish to exist in my life..<br />i will not hate you even if you hate me..<br />i am happy enuff even when you are not happy wif me..<br />tanx everyone for ur presence in my life..<br />I LOVE YOU ALL!~<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><p class="blogger-labels">Labels: <a rel='tag' href="http://mochamuackz.blogspot.com/search/label/I%20LOVE%20THE%20LIFE">I LOVE THE LIFE</a></p><br>
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                   <div class=b2><div align="right"><font size="3px">Tuesday 24 July 2007 ; <b><font color="ff3366">07:53</b></font><font face="Webdings">Y</font></font></table></div></div>
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                   <div style="clear:both;"></div>yesterday and today was a Very Bothering Day for me. i kept thinking about wateva dat happened on sunday. regret. disturbed. bothered. wish i cud turn back the tyme. i wish i had followed my babes for a gurlz day out. or go to the movies to watch transformers wif ahmad. or juz went straight home after bowling. or juz simply stayed at home. i wish i hadn't sit at that very bench. i wish it didn't even start at all. but things have happened. there is no way that i cud turn back the tyme. things went unpredictably. things went wrongly. things went unwantedly. things went unexpectedly. but who am i to change fate? i guess dat was what dat have been fated for us. one of the obstacles. i am not trying to blame fully on him. i guess my fault was dere too. but he begged me for forgiveness. should i give him dat? or shud i not? eversince dat day, he almost changed my perception on him. was that the real him? ok i am aware of watever dat he have told me about himself. yes i can accept that. but...for watever dat he have did to me..duhh i juz dunno how to put it in words. i am still thinking it through......<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><p class="blogger-labels">Labels: <a rel='tag' href="http://mochamuackz.blogspot.com/search/label/I%20AM%20DISTURBED">I AM DISTURBED</a></p><br>
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                   <div class=b2><div align="right"><font size="3px">Sunday 22 July 2007 ; <b><font color="ff3366">09:06</b></font><font face="Webdings">Y</font></font></table></div></div>
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                   <div style="clear:both;"></div>todae was the yaQin's chill-out-day @ safra yishun's bowling centre. but there were only me, siti, nas, adi, sis  fizah, bro syam, bro faisal n his wife, n my irsya.... but den my irsya was late by half an hour. but i was shocked when he appeared not after tapping the ez-link card at the control station. but i was like 'heck-care' bcoz we were  in sum kind of 'conflict'. and i juz ignored him until at the bus queeing line at the interchange. out of a sudden, he asked me:<br /><br />IRSYA:wat tyme u keluar rumah tadi?<br /><br />ME: around 1.30 . why??<br /><br />IRSYA: i waited for you infront of your block ard 1.15 gitu.<br /><br />ME:  huh?? u serious?? how cum i neva saw you??<br /><br />IRSYA: I saw ur dad cuming out from the gate..so i moved to the staircase infront..<br /><br />ME: Juz now i got my dad to send me to yishun mrt..but how come i never saww youuu??!!<br /><br />IRSYA: I waited sampai 1.45..i was like "ehh da pukol brape nie takkan tak kluar-kluar??" so i walked back to yishun mrt lah..datz why i was late...<br /><br />ME: Alahhh...u soo sweettt...knape tak bilang siang-siang??!! ishhh...why must i get my dad to send me!!~~hmpphh~<br /><br />IRSYA: i thought of giving you a surprise..actually i reached your house around 1.15 gitu...<br /><br />ME: awww dear....u soo sweetttttttt........<br /><br />IRSYA: alalalalalalalala......<br /><br />he's soo sweet kann?? he wanted to give me a surprise by appearing infront of my block..but too bad la..it was not meant to be...hmpph...heee..and aft dat all of us went straight to safra yishun and stayed dere until 4. aft finished playing bowling, all of us went to eat at KFC bcoz we were all so damn hungry. and aft dat, we  headed to the arcade to have sum funn. aft dat we all lead our separate ways. irsya sent me home and the rest is history.<br /> only me and him and allah knew what have  happened to us. i don't wish to remember about it but i juz can't. i cannot pretend dat it neva happened but i have to and i must try to. i was truly shocked and dissappointed with his sudden changes. but i don't want to hear any promises made by him or said by me. we may never know if it tends to happen again. i don't want to kotorkan the 'cinta suci' yang kiter jaga selame ini wif kemungkaran and dosa. it won't be blessed, obviously. so dear, we'll put dat behind us and never to look back again.<br /><br />i know you are still waiting for my forgiveness. i know dat you are still waiting for me to make the decision. i know dat you have made yours. i still remember when u said "i'll wait for you no matter how long it takes". i remember sayang..but just give me some time to think it through..<br /><br />few songs that describe my emotion ryte now.......<br /><br />PERMATA YANG DI CARI<br /><br />hadirnya tanpa ku sedari<br />menngamit kasih cinta bersemi<br />hadir cinta insan padaku ini<br />anugerah kurniaan illahi<br /><br />lembut tutur bicaranya<br />menarik hatiku untuk mendekatinya<br />kesopanannya memikat di hati<br />mendamaikan jiwaku yang resah ini<br /><br />ya-Allah<br />jika dia benar untukku<br />dekatkanlah hatinya dengan hatiku<br />jika dirinya bukanlah milikku<br />damaikanlah hatiku dengan ketentuanMU<br /><br />Dia lah permata yang dicari<br />selama ini telah pun ku temui<br />tapi ku tak pasti rencana Illahi<br />adakah dia kan ku miliki?<br /><br />tidak sekali dinodai nafsu<br />akan ku batasi dengan syariatMu<br />jika dirinya bukan untukku<br />redha hatiku dengan ketentuanMU<br /><br />ya-Allah engkaulah<br />tempat ku bergantung harapanku<br />ku harap diriku sentiasa di dalam rahmatMU<br />maybe this song is meant for me but he didn't mention to me anything about it.<br /><br /><br />NICK LACHEY- THIS I SWEAR<br /><br />You're there by my side<br />In every way<br />I know that you will not forsake me<br />I give you my life<br />Would not think twice<br />Your love is all I need believe me<br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I may not say it quite as much as I should</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">When I say I love you darling that means for good</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">So open up your heart and let me in</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">And I will love you 'til forever</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Until death do us part we'll be together</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">So take my hand and hold on tight</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">And we'll get there</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">This I swear</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I'm wondering how I ever got by</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Without you in my life to guide me</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Wherever I go the one thing that's true</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Is everything I do I do for you</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I may not say it half as much as I should</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">When I say I love you darling that means for good</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">So open up your heart and let me in</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">(Chours)</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">And I will love you 'til forever</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Until death do us part we'll be together</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">So take my hand and hold on tight</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">And we'll get there</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">This I swear</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">So whenever you get weary</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Just reach out for me</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I'll never let you down my love (my love, my love)</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#000000;">how sweet it would be if he dedicate this song for me........and one more song that explains his emotions.....</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><strong>ELLIOT YAMIN-</strong><strong>WAIT FOR YOU</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I never felt nothing in the world like this before</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Now I’m missing you</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">And I’m wishing that you would come back through my door</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Why did you have to go? You could have let me know</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">So now I’m all alone,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Girl you could have stayed</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">but you wouldnt give me a chance</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">With you not around it’s a little bit more then i can stand</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">And all my tears they keep running down my face</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Why did you turn away?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">So why does your pride make you run and hide?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Are you that afraid of me?</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">This is not how you wanted to be</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">So baby I will wait for you</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Cause I don”t know what else i can do</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Don’t tell me I ran out of time</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">If it takes the rest of my life</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Baby I will wait for you</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">If you think I’m fine it just aint true</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I really need you in my life</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">No matter what i have to do I’ll wait for you</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">It’s been a long time since you called me(How could you forget about me)</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">You got me feeling crazy (crazy)</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">How can you walk away,</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Everything stays the same</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I just can’t do it baby</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">What will it take to make you come back</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Girl I told you what it is & it just ain’t like that</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Why can’t you look at me, your still in love with me</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Don’t leave me crying.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Baby why can’t we just start over again</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Get it back to the way it was</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">If you give me a chance I can love you right</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">But your telling me it wont be enough</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">So baby I will wait for you</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Cause I don’t know what else i can do</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Don’t tell me I ran out of time</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">If it takes the rest of my life</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Baby I will wait for you</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">If you think I’m fine it just aint true</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I really need you in my life</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">No matter what i have to do I’ll wait for you</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#000000;">words from the song are juz super true. he is still waiting for me to give him my answers. he wanted us to be back again like before. and i've got a last song here dat express my true feelings for him......</span><br /><br /><br /><strong>MARIAH CAREY- MY ALL</strong><br /><strong></strong><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I am thinking of you</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">In my sleepless solitude tonight</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">If it's wrong to love you</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Then my heart just won't let me be right</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">'Cause I'm drowned in you</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">And I won't pull through</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Without you by my side</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I'd give my all to have</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Just one more night with you</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I'd risk my life to feel</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Your body next to mine</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">'cause I can't go on</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Living in the memory of our song</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I'd give my all for your love tonight</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Baby can you feel me</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Imagining I'm looking in your eyes</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I can see you clearly </span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Vividly emblazoned in my mind</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">and that you're so far</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">Like a distant star</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">I'm wishing on tonight</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"></span><br />I'd give my all to have</span><br />Just one more night with you</span><br />I'd risk my life to feel</span><br />Your body next to mine</span><br />'cause I can't go on<br />Living in the memory of our song</span><br />I'd give my all for your love tonight<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><p class="blogger-labels">Labels: <a rel='tag' 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                   <div style="clear:both;"></div>today i attended a seminar at bedok view secondary wif the rest of my classmates except for shyda and nurul who were juz too lazy to wake up in the morning. so there were 18 of us. aft the seminar which ended at 1 aftnoon,almost all of 3B babes went to eat at LJ SILVER @ the s'pore post. and aft dat we all lead our separate ways. sum went to geylang. sum went to bugis. sum went home. while me n the babes left went to ct hall. GURLZ DAY OUT was FUN!!~~ but at the same tyme, i was missing my dear sooo badly..thought we cud go out together today but he needed to attend the kenduri tahlil 1 week of his late grandma..<br /><br /><br />AL-Fatihah to his grandma.....<br /><br />but den...wen we were at the control station..i saw diz one guy who look exactly like my dear...<br /><a href="http://photobucket.com/" target="_blank"><img alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket" src="http://i206.photobucket.com/albums/bb222/fasehahomar/TornPrincess033.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />his heights and his way are soo similar!<br /><br />he look so muchh like my irsya dat i juz shouted quietly at my babes n told them dat he look like my 'kambing'!!~ i almost fainted wen i saw diz guy! and i didn't even want to move from dere!~ his goatee his heights his movements his beige pants his slipper his specs LOOK SO MUCH LIKE MY DEAR'S. i made an assumption probably dat was my dear's bro irwan shah...but itz juz a MAYBE..<br /><a href="http://photobucket.com/" target="_blank"><img alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket" src="http://i206.photobucket.com/albums/bb222/fasehahomar/TornPrincess032.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />AWWW!!~~ diz guy made me miss my irsyarudin shah soo badly!<br /><br />ok2!~ enuff abt dat guy or watso eva..tapi yg pentingnyer..torn_princess MISS HER torn_prinze SOO MUCH! ok2 enuff!~ hee... and den,aft buying my babe's b'dae gift for her fren, we sat infront of a restaurant waiting for the b'dae boy to arrive. and my babe place the cake on top of the table..and kiter perasan jd "The Birthday Girl".... huahua...<br /><a href="http://photobucket.com/" target="_blank"><img alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket" src="http://i206.photobucket.com/albums/bb222/fasehahomar/TornPrincess035.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />haha..the "perasan" me..<br /><br />and aft dat we juz hang around sitting dere talking and luffing..hehek.. soo GREAATT to be wif the babes. the tyme shows 615 and we headed to ct hall mrt station and trained home...my babes are jambu!~ see u gurlz on monday!~<br /><br />ok 2mrw i'm meeting my dear wif the rest of the yaQins for our chill-out-day at safra yishun for BOWLING!!~ huhu!~<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><p class="blogger-labels">Labels: <a rel='tag' href="http://mochamuackz.blogspot.com/search/label/A%20fun%20day%20out">A fun day out</a></p><br>
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                   <div class=b2><div align="right"><font size="3px">Thursday 19 July 2007 ; <b><font color="ff3366">09:13</b></font><font face="Webdings">Y</font></font></table></div></div>
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                   <div style="clear:both;"></div>hey ppl!~ sorry for not updating my blog for a very long period of time!~ i was juz too lazy to keep u all updated..haha..so rily2 sory yar~<br /><br />hmm..well2..wat shud i start aft i've been m.i.a . well, not manymajor  occurence have happened to me. even if dere does,i shan't blog abt it coz itz juz <span style="color:#cc6600;">too personal..</span><br /><span style="color:#cc6600;"></span><br /><span style="color:#000000;">well, i juz returned from YCM at muttaqin. i was damn dead tired and feeling kinda sleepy. been yawning for quite sum tyme during the meeting. my eyes was heavy. i went to muttaqin straight from sch la seyy..wat did u expect?</span><br />so yar..me n him..we went together..bt i dunno..half way thru,i started to get angry wif him. maybe bcoz he dun wana carry my heavy bag for me. bt datz ok. n den while leaving, he didn't took my shoes along from the back gate to the front gate. i was totally pissed off bt kept telling myself to juz be patient and juz sabar jer. and den aft dat i purposely didn't want to accompany him to eat. but i already know dat he's been groaning in pain, saying out loud, complaining dat he is hungry and dat his stomach hurts a lot. i juz heck care and totally dun bother. i wanted him to feel how i felt being neglected and not being cared for. and indeed, yes, i succeeded on letting him suffer for awhile.<br /><br /><br />but aft dat,i juz said sorry to him for being cold and for not talking at all. and den aft dat he sent me home. and hopefully things between us will back to normal again. juz like how we both used to be.<br /><br />and sayang..diz goes out for u..<br /><br /><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#3333ff;">To choose either</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#3333ff;">to look at him?</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#3333ff;">or not to look at him?</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#3333ff;">He's gorgeous</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#3333ff;">hard to resist</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#3333ff;">I LOVE HIM</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#3333ff;">and i insist...</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#3333ff;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#3333ff;">But for no reason</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#3333ff;">i was mad at him</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#3333ff;">GOD i don't know what is wrong with me</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#3333ff;">I've been feeling weird lately</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#3333ff;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#3333ff;">Dear, sorry for acting strange</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#3333ff;">I wanna be with you</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#3333ff;">in between every range....</span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#3333ff;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#3333ff;"></span></em></strong><br /><strong><em><span style="font-size:100%;color:#3333ff;"></span></em></strong><br /><span style="font-size:100%;color:#000000;">sayang plz update ur blog k..i want u to say sumting about US...</span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:100%;">and btw,i was online wif my former 'love-of-my-life'~~<span style="color:#cc0000;">ARGGHH!! watever Fish!!~~ </span><span style="color:#000000;">i was blind then. i didn't know how to tell ppl's character. so yar..he said sumting like.. *are u still single?* *so i stand a chance la ni?* *if u are wif me,confirm i'll treat u baek2* *do you want to talk?*                         like duhhhhh!!!!~~~ don't u ever think dat i'll be taken wif ur werdz!!~~ wen you are alone, u want to talk to me bcoz dere is juz no one else kan??? WATEVER la <span style="font-size:85%;">ahmad afif !!!~~ i'm a grown up now!!~~ u are 20 already, but u still act like a kid..and u sounded juz like a typical mat!! i won't tolerate ur nonsense ok?!~ i am not in trouble like wart u said. i am happy with the life dat i am leading now...~~~</span></span></span><div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><p class="blogger-labels">Labels: <a rel='tag' href="http://mochamuackz.blogspot.com/search/label/unTOLERABLE%20day">unTOLERABLE day</a></p><br>
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                   <a href="http://mochamuackz.blogspot.com/2007/04/"> April 2007</a><BR>
                   
                   <a href="http://mochamuackz.blogspot.com/2007/05/"> May 2007</a><BR>
                   
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                   Fasehah Omar<BR>
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                   Teacher's Day Baby<BR>
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             <a href="http://whosmrq.blogspot.com/">Qhairul a.k.a. MR Q. <BR>

             <a href="http://khalifah-hambadhaif.blogspot.com/">KhaLif Alip <BR>

             <a href="http://www.shyda-herhistory.blogspot.com/">ShyDa <BR>

             <a href="http://nueramal.blogspot.com/">NuerAmaL <BR>

             <a href="http://oldskulz2004.blogspot.com/">Nasiruddin <BR>

             <a href="http://www.pissme-off.blogspot.com/">Hajaaa <BR>

             <a href="http://zullionheart.blogspot.com/">Zuhaily <BR>

             <a href="http://secebis-rahsia.blogspot.com/">sYIQin <BR>

             <a href="http://www.nurr-syahfyqahh.blogspot.com/">Shahfyqahh <BR>

             <a href="http://pink-freako-diaries.blogspot.com/">Fathini <BR>

             <a href="http://www.black-addiction-diaries.blogspot.com/">Fatimah 1A <BR>

             <a href="http://www.razanah-sweetie.blogspot.com/">Razanah <BR>

             <a href="http://www.proeliator-equitas.blogspot.com/">Haniff <BR>

             <a href="http://www.the-blackblood.blogspot.com/">Hambali <BR>

             <a href="http://lebaimat.blogspot.com/">Bro Adi <BR>

             <a href="http://www.lonely-ctkynn.blogspot.com/">Sakinah <BR>
             
             <a href="http://silent-sentimentz.blogspot.com/">Hayati <BR>

             <a href="http://www.thedriftqueen.blogspot.com/">Nadrah <BR>

             <a href="http://deedyyhusniah.blogspot.com/">Diyanah <BR>

             <a href="http://puterimerajuk.blogspot.com/">Sis Aina <BR> <BR>
 
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