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Friday 28 December 2007 ; 02:13Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
going away for 3 days to KL..holiday with family..

i love y'all....

& i still love you,dear

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Tuesday 18 December 2007 ; 07:57Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
The last two days was spent wif just sitting at home doing houseworks, eat, watched tv, surfed the net for hours..and talked on the phone for hours too...yeah....


Life is just so great when you realised that there are so many ppl out there who cares for you and are willing to be there for you during your difficult tymes and make you luff so hard when u've been crying so hard..

aniway those are just a few updates abt my life for the past few days;;

but what i need to tell to myself is;;;


I AM A STRONG GURL & IM LEADING A VeryVery HAPPY LIFE NOW....
I WON'T LET ANYTHING BOTHERS ME & MAKE ME GO DOWN
AND BEING SUCH A CRY-BABY....
I AM GOING TO STOP CRYING BCOZ ITZ JUST POINTLESS SOBBING OVER POINTLESS PPL & POINTLESS STUFFS.....
& IF HE DOESNT LOVE ME, DERE'S MANY OUT DERE WHO WILL...

my family my friends my babes & that GoodFriend of mine...
they've been great...i realised that i don't need 'sumone special' becoz i already have alot of 'special people' out there....


aniway,for a start, i already have plans for tomorrow but im not sure yet with whom, where, what...but im sure i will update you readers aniway....

last but not least,, i juz wanna say,,

*hey y'all letz be happy & throw all those negatives that can make you go down!*

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Monday 17 December 2007 ; 06:10Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
Vagetoz - Saat Kau Pergi


Saat kau pergi
Berlinanglah air mataku
Betapa cinta ku rasakan
Kebahagiaan itu
Kini lenyaplah sudah

Tak pernah ku inginkan
Perpisahan ini terjadi
Ku hanya bisa merelakan
Jika memang kau fikir
Ini lah yang terbaik

Tak perlu kau beri alasan
Mengapa kau ingin pergi meninggalkan diriku
Karena ku yakin mungkin semuanya itu bisa
Membuatmu bahagia

Sepenuhnya ku menyadari
Bahwa cinta itu tak mesti harus memiliki
Namun ku akan terus selalu menyayangimu
Setulusnya hati
Tak pernah ku inginkan
Perpisahan ini terjadi
Betapa cinta ku rasakan
Kebahagiaan itu
Kini lenyaplah sudah
Saat kau pergi
Berlinanglah air mataku




*credits to Amalina*

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Sunday 16 December 2007 ; 21:01Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the jacket you left they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe,
I need to feel you here with me


When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

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; 08:12Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
and we both have broke-up...on our 9 mths annivessary..
itz too complicated to tell you all the reasons here...
but he really seems VERY SERIOUS this time...
eventhough itz rily painful,hurtful...
but i'm learning to swallow it...
bit by bit...


and eventhough i haven't stop crying...
i'm sure that one day i won't stop luffing...
the truth is,i just can't bear to let him go...
i've been loving him since our 1st date...

but if datz what he really wants...
if datz wart makes him really happy...
there's nothing that i can do but to just pray 4 him...


i noe dat i've been a big headache to him since i drastically changed for the bad..


To Irsyarudin Shah Salleh;

im sorry for putting a high expectation on u...
im sorry for demanding this and that from u...
im sorry for saying out things dat have hurted u...
im sorry for some remarks and comments dat i've made..
im sorry coz u can't expect me to change for the good over the nyte...

but just to tell you,i'm feeling so regretful...for my own attitude...i juz hope we can work things out,again...but i'm juz putting on a fat hope..i noe u won't come back..i noe u won't change ur mind...

i still love u dear..i still do..

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Saturday 15 December 2007 ; 03:05Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
14th december;

had a funfunfun outing with the babes & nadzirah...

the theme was 'blackpynk' or 'whitepynk' but sum turned up in diff colour. i've been missing them soo badly la seyy. the night before,i msged each and everyone of my classmates but instead,only 7 turned up out of the 20 frm the class..but still, we had so much fun...so much laughters and taking pictures....

1st, we hang out at the McCafe infront of the shaw house while waiting for Atikah & NaniS. Thought of having lucnh dere but i suggested y not we we eat our meals at FarEast. and so, we ordered cokes , doublechocolates, iced caramel and large fries...proceeded to FarEast next to have lunch....

ard 4+, took the train to cityhall mrt and walked all the way to esplanade.....and we watched a group of primary sch students singing out the christmas carol..as we were watching the show,we noticed an auntie swinging happily to the tunes....

*check diz out*


sorry for the poor quality of the vid & the constant shaking of it...i juz can't stop luffing so datz the reason why ;-)

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Thursday 13 December 2007 ; 08:04Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
As i was crying,,,he whispered to my ear

"i still love you,dear........"

and left...

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Wednesday 12 December 2007 ; 05:35Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
The Last Something That Meant Anything- MayDay Parade




Well I thought that we could sit around and, talk for hours
About things I couldn't say to you
And things that we could never do and,
This conversation has had no face
When the words take days you can re-write and erase anything


You know my heart (so tell me all thats needed, cause i don't really want this)
Knows all this


And I'll borrow words from all my favourite paragraphs
To write about all of these faded things
We hope would mean the most to me
And
Each line is sent i have found a new pages of hope for the days when i fell like I've lost
Everything

You know my heart (so tell me all thats needed, cause i don't really want this)
Knows all these lines (cause my jealous heart really can't take that)
So I'll sing this song for everyone thats come out lost


But, I'll be ok (Is that what you want me to say)
It's called breakup
Cause it's broken
But I'll be ok (is that what you want me to say)
It's called breakup
Cause it's broken


I'll be ok
Is that what you want me to say
It's called Breakup
Cause it's broken


I'll be ok, is that what you want me to say
Cause it's broken
And well, try so bad to tell me that you
Make it that you're sorry and
the Lines we said
Never meant the words we meant
Cause it's broken
Every kiss that you could ever mean
The everything that takes you back
The chocolate, rose, the kisses
That like chasing through your misses


I'll be ok
Is that what you want me to say
It's called Breakup
Cause it's broken


Well I thought that we could sit around and, talk for hours
About things I couldn't say to you
And things that we could never do






* i am not talking about breaking-up or wanting one..no definitely not..i just still love him...and i'm sorry for the changes in my attitude or juz simply the changed me.....and to everyone out dere who cares, just tell me if u don't feel good or sensed something wrong about me..i will really apprecciate it...u don't really have to go to him in the 1st place...*

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Saturday 8 December 2007 ; 20:21Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
awwww !!!!! i rily miss this song !!! havent heard it for like 6 mths? haha....eventhough it have no relations between me & him, but i fall in love with it the moment when he 1st played this song while we were on our 1st date at boat quay...that was like close to 9 months back...

SWEET MEMORIES~~

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Wednesday 5 December 2007 ; 07:47Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
i've been feeling *i dun noe how to describe* about this relationship. i no longer listen to Beyonce's dangerously in love, no longer listen to Amr diab's wa malau, no longer feels "aaahhhhhhhh" if i happen to came across those songs of US. literally, the word 'flat' shud be considered.

9 months of LovePassion, i can say that it has been thinning,rapidly. i dun feel 'estatic' or 'rily looking forward' to meet him or wen we go out, just like just now......


i am sorry dear, in case this hurts u, but i just don't want to lie to myself, and moreover to u...
please show me that you care about me, not just care about this relationship....
i know we have to & must change.....but i just missed you.....

so plz dear don't let me go away and find a relief who i feel can care about me more than u do....i rily hope that won't happen...



*anyway,he didn't choose my poster that i did wif Q as the 'official poster' for the MovieMarathon. My intention was just to play a part for his event....but yar..looks like itz a waste...im sorry Q... *

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Monday 3 December 2007 ; 07:59Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
was blog-hopping and saw skazeisk's webbie...

and sorry! i stole ur pictures!~ hee;
u took alot of irsya's face....i just can't resist..~~


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from left-right; his "adik",HIM,his mama,his baba

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he just love burgers; (eeyuw! baju KAPPA!)

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when eating burgers,i will only take the patty while he get the bread..talk of bullying? YEAH;

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THAT barber is to blame...

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his big-breakfast...

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die ni memang....mane2 pon boley lepak~~


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and i'm missing him
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.
.
the last time i saw him was last monday when i came down to his werkplace from an appointment with kak zetty to surprised him and bought for him an Adidas wallet which he've been eyeing for......and separated for about 4 days bcoz of holidays to KL...but insya-Allah seeing him this Wednesday.....aniway,,,,

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awcchh....i LOVE that look......


and who says that i'm a flirt??
i simply LOVE my own boyfriend..........

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; 07:09Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
HELLO *neutral version 2* !!!~~

there is only a guy named IRSYARUDIN SHAH that i love....

and Q is just a good friend of mine....and my boyfriend is very aware of that...
i know how to draw the lines....yess i do love Q..but as a friend....just like how i love my friends & my babes...i didn't even try to be a flirt....why did u have to be so emotiOnal?

ouh come on!~ you are not even brave to put down your name here....
and you even dare to tell me to behave....

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Sunday 2 December 2007 ; 08:00Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
WOW WOW WOW...

suddenly my blog became so popular...i mean SOO POPULARR..!!
wahh i didn't expect to be so famous after just a post...
aniway,thanx to those who have showed that they 'really care' about the situation i'm in now...(well,not now but a few days ago..)

those advices were so meaningful that it makes me think not twice but more than that..
and also thanx for those experiences that u all have shared..for siding him and all that..okae2 i noe u are sure gotta say that "ehk i'm not siding anyone here,,," butt thats okae for me even if u do or doesn't...it doesn't rily matter...coz you all judge based on just a post..you all didn't know the whole story..you all acted as if you know him really well...but as for me who is with him for almost everiday single day,i can say that i know him inside & out, i know his secrets, i know his weakness, i know his strength, i know his characters and such...

and and and..please..i beg you to leave your real name here...don't just dare to leave critics but don't even dare to leave YOUR NAME..did you know how infuriating it is..?

okae,just until here..i'm tired...anyway,I love You Dear
and
thanx Q!~

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