hey hey heyy....
today was ok..the weather was extra hot bcoz i wore black from head to toe..haha...
went to MuttaQin to 'give out flyers' to the jama'ah doing their friday prayers dere.
sat in the office whilst the khutbah & prayers...
sumhow was so paisey wen i arrived bcoz 99.9% were all male...
& everyone sumhow gave a *look* as in *weird look*...
& today i became the *tukang lipat kain* *tukang jemur kain* simply bcoz the kains dat the guys & boys wore were wet..izit bcoz u'all are sweaty or bcoz of ur ablutions???

but on my way to AMK,saw my dearestbaby in bus 812 at my house..was so shocked to see her seyy and furthermore she's wif "boi". and we were so all over each other luffing & all inside the bus..& she told me a news, dat she just recently get together wif "boi"....i am so happy for her..at least i wont have to hear her sobbing otp abt her jerky ex. & now itz her turn to hear a *gudnews* frm me soon...haha..jk..


IMY so badly~


Just wanna share a front view of diz picture~

Ouh shuck,,watever..hmmpphh~

Labels: Clumsy in L***

today was my off day. was supposed to hang-out wif Azah after she's done wif her fitness session at a gym at raffles place,but as soon as i reached dere,i msged her..but she replied dat she has just started her session,so i decided not to wait for her & she said she's fyne wif it since she dont know wen it will end. & so i was alone wandering here & dere..i thought of msging or calling up just any of my friends..but luckily the 1st person dat i called answered the fone & decided to hang-out wif me eventhough itz last minute..& since dat person had just ended the class & got nuthing to do. so the person waited for me at city hall and we walked all the way to suntec and sat at the fountain of wealth,the place dat we used to went together a few years back. & we updated each other about our lifes so far,& we luffed at each other upon reminiscing the past. haha. i was still 15 while the person was 18 about 2 or 3 years ago. kenangan-kenangan...~~

& soon after dat,i treated dat person to a drink bcoz i just got my 1st pay..my 1st hard earned money...hahaha...& the rest,as they say,was history...it felt so nice to be able to catch-up wif the person whom u have lost touch wif for a few years. i can see the differences in dat person,who is more matured mentally & physically. i guess as tyme gets by,people will change for the better. i learned a lot of things today. & so the tyme shows 8+..itz tyme to go...& i got a free ride home..haha..thanx for the evening~

Labels: once upon a time. . . . .

i've been looking for diz song for a few months ago...
simply because every single words fits the situation...
however,currently,it brings no meaning to me anymore...
i just love the r&b touch..and the moves...& the guys...heee~

NLT-She said I said




Don't know where to start somethin' ain't goin' right
Feel it in my soul cuz i've tried, oh baby
Try to keep you satisfied, please don't cry
I just think we both need time
I just feel that we are in the same room
But living two worlds apart
And it's causing too much pain

(She Said) Baby can you please just stay
It ain't too late to work this thing out
(I Said) Girl this ain't easy for me

At least the truth is comin' out
(She Said) Why can't we make up like the last timeI'm just afraid to hear you say go
(I Said) Baby I'm sorry, I think it's time we let go
Baby don't leave, don't leave don't leave
Tell me you'll stay, you'll stay, you'll stay
I Gotta leave, gotta leave, gotta leave
Cuz I think it's time we let go

See these teardrops fallin' from your eyes

But that don't change my mind, oh baby

Please don't make things more difficult then they gotta be

I can't take no more, this is killing me

Everytime I look at you I see more Reason for me to leave you

And it's causing me too much pain

(She Said) Baby can you please just stay

It ain't too late to work this thing out

(I Said) Girl this ain't easy for me

At least the truth is comin' out

(She Said) Why can't we make up like the last time

I'm just afraid to hear you say go

(I Said) Baby I'm sorry, I think it's time we let go

Baby don't leave, don't leave, don't leave

Tell me you'll stay, you'll stay, you'll stay

I Gotta leave, gotta leave, gotta leave

Cuz I think it's time we let go

Baby don't leave, don't leave, don't leave

Tell me you'll stay, you'll stay, you'll stay

I Gotta leave, gotta leave, gotta leave

Cuz I think it's time we let go

& anyway,dat asriee dropped by at the shopfloor again..and he bought the mineral water again & paid wif a $1 coin again..and wore the same uniform again..the only different was dat he came in at around 8+..luckily i went for my break earlier..klw tak,melepas lah..haha

Labels: she said i said

ok,im gonna blog for the 3rd tyme today~ehee....

GoodNews & BadNews~

letz start wif the Badnews 1st,,
just now was the last day of work for Shahrum..irritating seyy...one-by-one quit..
last few days was yati,she was posted to an outlet at yishun...
& within diz week,Abigail will quit...
so now,left Karim,Jay,Lynn,Zuraidah & me...

& we have a new supervisor.kak laina was posted to another outlet,so kak ros substitute her place as Guardian is having a re-shuffling of staffs islandwide.awwww im gonna miss all these beautiful people.& just now Kak Ros,Shahrum & me luffed alot while doing closing. simply bcoz of my blurness while counting the balance money & all the settlements. & Shahrum who was supposed to help me do diz & dat ended up being blur too. bdk ni mmg sengaje ketawekan org..mentang2 lah last day die...ouh & kite sempat mengumpat psl Kak Ros jgk..haha oopss....


well,the Goodnews is~

i've been noticing dat a malay abg named "ASRIEE" have been frequenting my outlet for 3 days straight eversince i started to werk in the evening. & at each time,he will definitely buy the same thing,our home brand mineral water. & he will drop by between 5-6. haha tak taw lah klw aku perasan je or wart. & how do i know his name? i looked at the army uniform he wears everiday. alahh maybe he live nearby,maybe he buy the water bcoz itz cheap and is only for 55cents,or maybe his alasan just to see me? hahahahaha...ok gudnews ni sungguh tak penting kann....

Labels: badnews gudnews

picz form the wealth seminar~


Briefing..getting ready




wif dato' dr. fadzillah kamsah


Wif kak Ain


& Again


the foods is still in my mouth






Princess & Oshin~juz look at my crown~


ok,he was looking at me..LOLX

Labels: wealth seminar

entered Fasehah Omar

what ur name means~


Your number is: 5

The characteristics of #5 are: Expansiveness, visionary, adventure, the constructive use of freedom.

The expression or destiny for #5:
The number 5 Expression endows with the wonderful characteristic of multi-talents and versatility. You can do so many things well. The tone of the number 5 is constructive freedom, and in your drive to attain this freedom, you will likely be the master of adaptability and change. You are good at presenting ideas and knowing how to approach people to get what you want. Naturally, this gives you an edge in any sort of selling game and spells easy success when it comes to working with people in most jobs. Your popularity may lead you toward some form of entertainment or amusement. Whatever you do, you are clever, analytical, and a very quick thinker.

If there is too much of the 5 energy in your makeup, you may express some the negative attitudes of the number. Your restless and impatient attitude may keep you from staying with any project for too long. Sometimes you can be rather erratic and scatter yourself and your energies. You have a hard time keeping regular office hours and maintaining any sort of a routine. You tend to react strongly if you sense that your freedom of speech or action is being impaired or restricted in any way. As clever as you are, you may have a tendency to make the same mistakes over and over again because much of your response is glib reaction rather that thoughtful application. You are in a continuous state of flux brought by constantly changing interests.

Your Soul Urge number is: 5

A Soul Urge number of 5 means:

The 5 soul urge or motivation would like to follow a life of freedom, excitement, adventure and unexpected happening. The idea of travel and freedom to roam intrigues you. You are very much the adventurer at heart. Not particularly concerned about your future or about getting ahead, you can seem superficial and unmotivated.

In a positive sense, the energies of the number 5 make you very adaptable and versatile. You have a natural resourcefulness and enthusiasm that may mark you as a progressive with a good mind and active imagination. You seem to have a natural inclination to be a pace-setter. You are attracted to the unusual and the fast paced.

You may be overly restless and impatient at times. You may dislike the routine work that you are engaged in, and tend to jump from activity to activity, without ever finishing anything. You may have difficulty with responsibility. You don't want to be tied down to a relationship, and it may be hard to commit to one person

Your Inner Dream number is: 9

An Inner Dream number of 9 means:
You dream of being creative, intellectual, and universal; the selfless humanitarian. You understand the needy and what to help them. You would love to be a person people count on for support and advice.

Labels: cant i have my own freedom of speech?

i am damn tired.i couldnt sleep yesterday nyte,in the end i slept at 5 & was being awaken by ain's morning call at 6. have a quick shower & get ready by 0650 & waited 4 her at khatib & took the cab all the way to NTU. was assigned to be at the registration counter wif him (the black were to be at the counter while the whites were the ushers) to give out tags forms files magz booklets. im sorry i sumhow scolded u for being slow at werk.

the seminar went smoothly but sumhow i started not to feel well. i rushed to the toilet wen i felt dat sumthin is cuming out from my stomach. the moment i entered the cubicle,i throwed out immediately without even closing the door. and some female participants came out to the toilet for the 2nd tea break but luckily it was my last few bluwekz. i came out from the cubicle getting stares from the participants. one kakak even asked me repeatedly whether im ok or not. so i said "yesyes im fyne..thanx"...& to think dat she even asked diz question..."are u having gastric or are u expecting?" i was like ..."no of coz not the latter"...and she was like "ouhh so sorry.." so i washed my face & mouth & went out & sat down to rest & ain offered me her drink& massaged me & ciqin play wif my fingers & tarmizi & fadley kept asking if im ok or not & ....but dat *him* didnt even care or bother. well i dun rily mind. so i sat down & took a nap for 10minz. my whole body was totally weak.

after the whole event have ended,me fadley ain & him went to jurong point to maghrib & had our dinner & went home by train.


*sa-urid an a'alamuka an maza fi qalbii.
sa-urid an a'alamuka fa-inniy bihubbika daa-iman kasii-ran jayyi-dan
walakkin sa'arif kullul ash-ya' kal bi-ghairi mumkin.
sa'arif hunaka maa fil-huub fi qalbuka.
wal haaza la ba'saa.
li-anna sa-ardha an taqdiirullah.
walakkin sa-mawjud ismuka fil qalbii daa-iman aa-badan,insyaAllah~*

Labels: Qalbii~

i have a few VeryVeryVery awesome vidz to share..~








Islam is indeed a beautiful religion,subhanallah....
& i am practising to be a practising muslim,insyaAllah~

Labels: I am a Muslim

today i'm off from work again. not due to any sickness,but itz juz one of my off days diz week. irritating taw..bcoz i really look forward in going to werk,eventhough itz kinda tiring dat u have to go bank-in and Q in the lines,but my werk gives me the oppurtunity to meet people & datz wat i love..so far no kecoh customers yet...sweet-ones,plenty...gracious,a lot...Hot-ones? hee..ade lah a handful daily...can cuci mate...lol...

derz diz one occurence wen an indian couple in their 30's walk in & the man asked for a cough syrup of diz particular brand..but we dun have it dere,so i told him itz out of stock (maen hentam je lah)...& he was like "ouh ok,,thanx..hey u noe wart,,u look CUTE u noe..". i was blushed like mad & was all like "heeee..thanx.." & his wife was like "cheeky ah u!" to her man. ;-)

& everytime pegy bank-in,mesti pegy old chang kee,,if not pon,7-eleven or cheers..coz my colleague will kirim diz & dat...haiyoh..mentang2 lah dekat...


anyway anyway..the afternoon was spent wif chatting at the msn wif kak ciqin (not dat long wif her) & kak zetty..
& kak ciqin shared me diz piece of sentences

*Dont deny her presence in diz world. itz just her existence as a disrupter between u&him bcoz she's not the problem. but itz u & him...or secara kasarnye juz treat her as a no-one,or better off like a habok yang menyebok..*

love akak&ustad..~~

&& had a quite long chat wif kak zetty...i only asked her A Question about how did u cope seeing ur ex or sumthing went out wif sumone else,,but she actually shared wif me a lot of things. about her & abg is the last tyme wen they were still in a relationship,when they broke-up,when they get engaged,& how they finally get married. itz so nice to hear stories like theirs. a tale of young love dat sumhow got tangled for 8 tymes and which finally ended up wif a marriage. and from here i can really see dat abg is & him have many things in common,in terms of personality,itz juz dat,like wart kak zetty said,"abg is is more soft-hearted..tak mcm udin". yess,true. and kak zetty gave me a "being mean,sumhow" advices. like telling me to date up richer & handsome-er guys who will pamper u juz like wat she did the last tyme..bcoz she said "girls like us really deserve it",heez~ & like *he* said,kak zetty & me have a few things in common & it all started out wif the tulang ayam..haha..ok tu tak penting...

anyway thanx kak for sharing...u made my day..really really...im all smiles now.. :-)

& also to Asri...kau buat aku terkekek kekek happy..& thanx for all ur werds yg seolah-olah mendoakan..hee~~u noe wat im talking about~

& FasIrsya,better off Fasehah & Irsyarudin are juz friends now..& im ok wif it..dun worry...~~

Labels: kak ciqin n kak zetty n Asri, made my day~

had a funfun evening with my dear....goshh..love her so much la seyy...we are so alike...
the reason y we are so close now...waited for her at tanah merah bus-stop,,so paisey giler coz a lot of matz&minahz alight from bus...waited for like an hour...lame giler sey...but takpe,itz ok,syg punye psl...but in the end,she called & said dat she's already in the train from tampines...so i moved from the bustop & went straight to the mrt station & boarded the train in which she's already in....

so up we went to peninsula..she accompanied me to buy sumthing..aft dat,she brought me to her werkplace at marina square..& den to millenia walk & showed me the guy named "boi" whom she is infatuated wif...& she even showed me all those cuteguyz around her werkplace...sempat dear cuci mate ehh....anyway,,*boi* is veryvery cute in person,u made the gud choice dear..kite pon mcm nak ter-pikat sey td..heez~

& i decided to drop by to see AinBabe werking at guardian...was shocked to see her..super-excited,,i hugged her immediately without thinking dat she's doing her work...& wart shyda said is true..she look anorexic...poor her....& im starting to miss the rest of the babes....

ard 7+, we boarded the train at cityhall & while inside the train,we decided to hang-out at amk as we both feel like eating fries..lol stakat seyy...& as we were chatting,saw Ali & he joined us...& sum tyme after dat,Shahi joined too...but they were not for long...& decided to went home when my dear wanted to meet her "boi" again....parted at the mrt station & everyone was like staring at us wen we were hugging & saying "I LOVE YOU" loudly..heez...i miss her already seyy,am going to chat wif her later to share sum new stories..


loving her to bits~


~sweetdreams~

Labels: PS: i love you~

i got diz from a multiply site in which i found a few pictures of my ex's wedding...well datz not important..the main thing is dat i just wanna share these wif the LADIES out dere..


Women have strengths that amaze men..

They bare hardship, and carry burdens,
but they hold happiness, love, and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy
and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in.
They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer
when they believe there is a better solution.

They go without so their family can have...

They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They help those in need.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They cry at births or weddings.

yet..

They are strong when they thing there is no strength left...

They know a hug and a kiss
can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all shapes and colors.
They'll drive,fly,walk, run, or e-mail you
to show how much they care about you.
The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning.
They bring joy, hope, and love.
They have compassion and ideals.
They give moral support to their family and friends.
Woman have vital things to say and everything to give.

Labels: there's a woman behind every man

why izit dat he juz dont respect my parents anymore?
eventhough we are no longer together...why cant he at least show respect to my parents,as org yg lebey tua?

knape dulu bile nak kite sgt,nak ajak kite kluar semue,sanggop call my dad & ask for permission to bring me out...sampai boley hantar depan pintu rumah or bawah block pon jadilah..even bile he called my house wanting to talk to me, he can easily say "assalamualaikum,boley saye ckp dgn fasehah?".....

knape skrg,, bukan setakat bersalaman, tapi nak beri salam pon susah?...the least u did the last tyme was only "lambai dari jao"....itz like....what the seyy...

ape....buang anak die....buang mak bapak die skali ke?
tak suke anak die lagi...tak suke mak bapak die jugak ke?
da tanak anak die lagi...tak boley nak hormat mak bapak die lagi ke?

all the good & positive perceptions dat my parenz,especially my dad had on him are all totally lost...my parenz didnt expect to be respected,but he shud have at least taken the initiative himself...

Labels: satu..., urgh...lps satu

i am bored staying at home as today is my off day. so,takde keje,i read back all of my old entries of my own blog. & i suggest, U shud read it too....

Labels: off day~

okey, i have no tyme to edit my new blogskins,bcoz itz still under construction. im going to be veryvery busy for this one whole week. so,temporarily will be blogging here.

sorry for the delay,har...~~

Labels: ******ameerah******

hey hey hellow loves....

i've moved to a new blog....

i dun wish to use this one anymore...

i just dun want to live wif the stupid damn past of mine...

& anyway,,only readers upon invitation will get the access...

for friends,i will invite u personally....

for random readers,please kindly give me ur email & send it to

lovergurl_seha@hotmail.com


thanx,
with much LOVE~

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Fasehah Omar
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