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Tuesday, 22 January 2008 ; 05:47Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
okey i decided to blog again for today. can i blog in a mixed of English,Malay,Arabic,Spanish,Mandarin?? hehe...well,im linguistic,so in LOVE wif languages..okey,lets be serious..

i felt so lonely juz now wen Hafidz went home..got no-one to talk kcw me,no-one to listen to my agonies..well i have my dad to confide in but obviously itz not gonna be the same. sumtymes itz gud to have frenz who are willing to lend u a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on, a hug to give comfort, a few pats on the shoulder & so on..but itz not just hafidz,to name a few....

Anyway,i received a msg from my Ex dat goes "fasehah u tc..im going away 4 3 weeks coz of NS..u be happy kay..". i was like "huhh?? y must he tell me all diz? izit necessary 4 me to know?",, so i juz ignored it...maybe he still cant get over me? maybe he still cant seem to forget me? maybe he still loves me? maybe bcoz i was his 1st LOVE? the girl with whom he tasted the sweetness & sourness of being in LOVE for the 1st tyme? OMG riffy... i cant believe wat i have done to u...i actually left such a wonderful,good-mannered,faithful,never-once-hurted-me for a guy whom i thought could make me happy by giving me luffs & smiles everyday. whom i was very happy with but in the end dampens me me & made me went sorrow, made me cried out bucket of tears,made me swear wen i actually dont,made me punched,made me feel like slapping the face,made me think of any negatives dat ever existed...

i cant believe i was so stupid, so naive. i shud have juz stayed wif my 'pendirian' right from the 1st day dat i knew him, which was *i dun really trust people easily,especially guys....& i dun believe in r'ship coz i noe itz not going to last*. but itz too late for regrets now. things already happened. i was the one one who let him to likes me where in the 1st palce i was really meluat wif him, well, sort of flirtish,he was. i was the one who said "yes" to that 1st date. if i hadnt entertained him,it wudn't dragged for 9 mths. pfffffftttttt!!!~~

-Whart-A-Big-Regret-

well, now he already have sumone *new*, sumone to talk to late at nyte, sumone to tell him *bedtyme stories* or watsoever..simply said "my replacement". hmm biaselah,klw ade bende yg baru,mestilah bende yg lame akan dibuang kan? psl bende yg lame tuh da tak membahagiakan die lagi. da tak boley utk diadekan *perasaan* lagi. just like wen u've always ate rice but suddenly u juz decided to have a change & go for sumthing new bcoz u are already bored wif the old one. life is like dat. everybody tends to do that. like the saying goes *what goes around comes around*. maybe bcoz i used to played diz trick on sumone, & in the end sumone else played diz trick on me back. im already tired wif this 'vicious cycle'.

from now on,ape nak jadi,jadi lah.....


& anyway im moving to a new blog...soon.....

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