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Tuesday, 15 January 2008 ; 04:08Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
i am juz still so weak...itz been a month but im still like diz....sorry for making u guyz waiting for my updates...my pc crashed,my life tumbles up& down,my mood swings,my tastebuds gone,my happiness stays only for awhile,my sadness seems to stay forever....

every 14th in each month will always be remembered,
14th of march 2007,
datz wen we 1st met

14th of december 2007,
datz wen we broke-up

14th of january 2008,
wen we meet for the very last tyme together

14th of february,
His birthday

14th of march 2008,
our supposed a year of being together

nothing much to update..
juz wanna say i still do love him..
like he said 'things wudn't be like diz if i hadnt changed'
i really regret...
how i wish we will be back together...
but im going to stop hoping..
i noe i cant bring his love back, no matter wat i do no matter wat i say..
as i already returned his jacket back,dere will be nothing of him to accompany to sleep,
1st thing i do and reach for wen im sad,wen i cry,wen i feel like shouting,wen i feel like missing him,wen im hurt is His Jacket...

&& it rily hurtz wen he said to me "if u look at my friendster,u will noe dat im seeing sumone"
only God knows how i felt at dat very moment...

in my mind,dere is only one thing & 1 question dat has been staying dere...
*y does he have to like me , love me in the 1st place...and after my feelings,my love developed so strongly,i was left..wif the reason "maybe being friends is better"..yes i am trying & already seeing the good things behind it...but i am juz not ready to let go..& to treat him just like "a friend" & it hurtz wen he juz wanna see me as 'a friend'......

i have been hearing a lot of advices...sum told me to juz let go & forget evrything...sum told me to juz ignore dat kind of guy...sum told me to juz continue doing wat i think is right..sum told me to juz keep contacting him like before who knows one day he might juz realised wat he did.......but.....haiyyyssss.....i wont be bothered if he dun want us to be like before as in "together but not an item".....but,,a part of me is saying yes, a part of me is saying no......


i love him,i still do.....if only he would say thanx for loving him....but i dun really need a thanx..

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