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Thursday, 24 January 2008 ; 05:01Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
**..:fasehah:..** *u told me to forget you** [well i will] says:
u got it wrong..


**..:fasehah:..** *u told me to forget you** [well i will] says:
salah ke klw kite tanak ckp pon...


**..:fasehah:..** *u told me to forget you** [well i will] says:
itz up to me if i want it to be known or nt


>>Prinze of prinze<
haiz...

>>Prinze of prinze<
i'm been treating u as a fren...

>>Prinze of prinze<
takpe...

>>Prinze of prinze<
i swallow that...

>>Prinze of prinze<
i just need your respect...

**..:fasehah:..** *u told me to forget you** [well i will] says:
i dun nid anything


>>Prinze of prinze<
dont u get it..

>>Prinze of prinze<

we need to work properly to get things done...
>>Prinze of prinze<

**..:fasehah:..** *u told me to forget you** [well i will] says:
as in?


>>Prinze of prinze<
i'm talking about yaqin stufff...

>>Prinze of prinze<
how can we work if u treat me this way...

>>Prinze of prinze<
taking me as "who the hell are u"...

>>Prinze of prinze<
fine...

>>Prinze of prinze<
u want it to be this way...

>>Prinze of prinze<
go ahead....

>>Prinze of prinze<
but remember,dont push me in terms of respect...

>>Prinze of prinze<
alright....RESPECT...

**..:fasehah:..** *u told me to forget you** [well i will] says:
u said u like us wen were being frenz as in more den frenz but not yet together?


**..:fasehah:..** *u told me to forget you** [well i will] says:
was dat wat u meant


>>Prinze of prinze<
like we were before...

>>Prinze of prinze<
from the veryfirst time we met...

**..:fasehah:..** *u told me to forget you** [well i will] says:
so izit like having sumone special in mind or watsoeva ?


>>Prinze of prinze<
itu terpulang la...

>>Prinze of prinze<
but all i can say is i'm treating everyone...including u the same way...
**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
im just totally speechless


**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
u remember abt y i rily dun want a r'ship in the very 1st place wen kite baru knal..?


**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
im sure u do?


>>Prinze of prinze<

like i said...its my fault asking for a relationship in the first place..

>>Prinze of prinze<
but even if we go on...after reading abg wan's email....that gives me a knock on my head...

**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
& i was rily happy wen were being lovers the last time



**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
& until u decided us to be in a r'ship..


**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
there we started to argue..


**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
& i guess datz where i started to become so demanding


**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
maybe i was expecting u to be A BOYFRIEND



**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
i dun nid a r'ship



**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
i was happy wif the way we were b4



**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
having sumone in mind but we e where we stands


>>Prinze of prinze<
its true....

>>Prinze of prinze<
but even den....can u be with the yaqinians together..???

>>Prinze of prinze<
instead of being berdua-duaan..??

**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
i've told myself


**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
if i cant bear wif the agony or watsoeva...


**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
i can go well wif the yaqins but not wen r around..


**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
i've told myslef klw i cant bear wif diz nymore,,i will back off frm yaqin


**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
let them say wateva they want coz yg mengalami is me..



**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
once everything is done..i might consider


**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
dorg can give me all sorts of advices but itz me yg bearing wif it


**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
itz me yg make the decision


**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
but 4 now im not making any yet


**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
i still yaqin but sumhow it changed bcoz of u


**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
i lost interest bcoz u are dere


**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
i dun hate them..i dun despise them


>>Prinze of prinze<
i seriously dont mind making the way we were just like we first met...

>>Prinze of prinze<
do u remember sumting...

**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
ape die


>>Prinze of prinze<
u ever said....

>>Prinze of prinze<
kalau orang dah masuk relationship...
confirm tak kekal nye...
and i actually dont belive that...i do...but not so into it...

**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
urm yar i remember saying dat wen u were giving me hints bile kite baru knal


>>Prinze of prinze<
see..
those are the memories yang i treasure...
not after we got into relationship....

**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
sayang..


**..:fasehah:..** *back off? shud i?* says:
i miss our old days


>>Prinze of prinze<
me too..


--------the rest part have been removed,,we'll juz keep it to ourself---------
*datz the last nice conversation dat i had wif him thru the msn*




where's all ur werds? where's all ur promises? u changed ur mind just the next day..u know i was hurt by wat u did...but u juz didnt care..u actually gave me hope wen u said u wanted us to be like before..but y did u say the other way round the next day?? why dear? u even have the cheek to say that u dun want us to have any feelings towards each other....why dear?? just ape dosa i pd u?

& one day wen u told me dat u're seeing sumone new..wat do u tink i felt? yes u gave me the reason dat u just wanted to get to know more people..but y must it be a girl? A GIRL? & wen i called u aft midnite for a few tymes,y cant u at least pick-it up,,or give me a miss call or at least msg me? fyne u said u are tired & need sum rest,& have been late for classes,fyne i tolerated. but y izit possible for u to talk to her everyday AFTER MIDNITE without fail? u gave excuses to me but not to her..~~ kenape i dipanggil "tak betol" biler i called u at 1..tp klw bebual ngn die at 3,"betol" sgt lah tuh??

& abt the msg u sent me td, just watz ur motive by doing dat? by saying "y not the 3 of us jadi frenz??" Heloo Irsyarudin Shah Salleh..mane awk letak hati& perasaan awk? awk ni bukan manusia ke? awk taw tak kite da cukop sabar dgn ape yg awk da buat pd kite? awk ingat kite suke bbl ngn die? awk igt kite bbl ngn die tuh kite takde rase apape? kite tak rase geram? hurt? painful? saket hati? but im not gonna hate her,itz u who i hate. ouh so IF the 3 of us jadi frenz or watsoeva,,awk igt kite suke lah tgk korg bermesra depan mate kite? heyy c'mon lahh...diz is not the 1st time things like diz happened..but itz the 1st tyme dat A girl is invloved...

juz who am i to u all this while? as if i was never a Big Part in ur life? as if u never likes me..as if u never have feelings for me..as if u never loves me..as if we never went thru so much..as if things never happened between us..as if no one knew abt Irsyarudin& Fasehah...as if people never said dat we looked "perfectly together"...as if i wasnt the girl who are willing to give u her time....bleagh wartever.....im tired of being patient...im tired of being hurt...im tired of bearing wif the pain.....wen i am just abt to get on wif a new life,out of a sudden u sent me dat painful & very hurtful message.....

-----haiiysss----

i really want us to be back together..
& hanye itu sahaje..
i didnt ask for a relationship
i didnt want any commitments from u
i just want us to be like before
just simply having feelings for each other
me being a part of ur life
u being a part of my life
just like before wen we 1st met
but u dont have to worry anymore
i have stop hoping
i noe u dun have feelings for me anymore
datz okay
i'll have to move on..


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