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Saturday, 24 November 2007 ; 09:10Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
i really hate his characters..........................................

okae..for those who cares,PLEASE read up this post.........

just now around 12am,i msged him and asked what he was doing,,

He replied : "editing my blog...deleted all my post..and now nak buat baru nye.."

can u ever imagined about how i felt at dat moment?? and so i replied,,

"ehk asal delete?? u noe everytime klw kite argue,i will always go to ur blog and read all of those last post...why did u have to delete?? those were our memories.. U don't but i do feel the lost.....Guyz just don't know how to keep & treasure memories.."

and so i turned up to Q(always)..my VERY gud friend of mine..and msged him...


ME : Q..knape eh guys just don't know how to keep & treasure memories?

Q : eh not all guys ehh!! don't easily generalise...

ME : okae i give u a situation..sanggop tak u buang & bakar ur diary whichhave been the witness of ur life,ur love stories,ur thoughts, & ur memories? sanggop tak?

Q : Tak lahh! if sumone did that, it means that he/she wanna forget the past & start anew due to some reasons...

ME : yeah! & u see, he already deleted ALL of his past posts & is otw of making a new one! can u ever imagine about how i felt, how dissappointed i am?? those posts were our memories seyy..our luv, our 'ons & offs'..can u feel how i felt??

Q : I know wat u mean..i must say its hard but honestly..i think u gotta be strong & not rely on him. that is if u don't wanna regret later uh..coz it seems clearly that he isn't comitted and serious about it..

ME : BUT I AM NOT RELYING ON HIM ALL THE TIME OKAE!! itz all baout the matters of 'perasaan'..i didn't ask for any commitments from him...u got me?

and along the way..THAT HIM replied.. "i just want my posts to be relevant wif one another"

and so i told Q..

ME : and u know what he replied? He said 'i just want my posts to be relevant wif one another' !!! can u plz tell me just what crap was thattttt???!!!

Q : wats that suppose to mean seyy? selama nie tu sume tak relevant ke? izit lyke just a play??

ME : That is the reason why i feel dissappointed!.... seriously Q i da tak tahu ape nak cakap lagi..........

and i forwarded to *THAT HIM* wat Q replied to me,,
* whats that suppose to mean seyy? selama nie tu sume tak relevant ke? or izit lyke juz a play??*

and he replied ;; *nono itz not a play..i just don't like the arrangements of my story kat my blog..and the way i put it..haiz..i just want my blog a place to luahkan perasaan i..but itz just not interesting enough..itz boring even when i read it myself..*

so readers,tell me..was his reason acceptable??

and Q replied to my msg..

" OK. i wont hide it animore..not becoz i wanna hurt u. but itz becoz i dun want u to be hurt more. in my point of view, as a guy,he's just giving excusesto distance himself from you. and if i were you..i'll give him that..i'll distnace myslef from him. coz he's not serious about the relationship anymore..."

and so U,, dun blame Q if wateva he said was just not more than crapz or watsoeva..you are 19,and Q is 19 too.. obviously both of u thinks the same...U juz don't continue hurting me this way..

and to Q...thanx for always being dere for me..to give me ur listening ears..to have understands my plights,my sorrowness,to faithfully replying to my 'seeking for opinions' messages....and for being a VERY good friend....(sayang banget sama kamu!)

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