"We Malo" or better prounounciation "Wa Malau"...(What If)....

the song that We fell in LOVE with
the song that started EVERYTHING
the song that opened the door to the FEELINGS

DeAr,,keep HolDiNg On and BeinG pErFeCtLY tOgEtHeR kays...

Labels: What If...

i was blog-hopping and saw dear's bro&sis-in-laws-'s bloggie.
clicked to the archives and saw a post dated on the 14th February 2007.

"The date was 14th February 2007. We celebrated
Valentine's Day aka Udin's birthday at Swensen's Changi Airport. Yups...my
brother was born on the day of LURVE....but ironically, he is always out of
lurve...if you know what i mean.
So now, he is searching for lurve. Do not
mistake the lady in the left picture as his new lurve coz that is his MAMA..who
also happens to be my MAMA."

heeheehee...alalala manje nyer dear... mama suap ehh? yaryar last son&child ape. *bluwekx*

well abg is, ur beloved brother ni found his LOVE exactly a month later; *wink*

i'm gonna be away for a night. will only return back on sunday morning. attending qiyamullail at ghufran mosque. starting from 9am on saturday to 9am on sunday. and dear is not online now. he's not even calling me. itz okae. gonna miss him definitely. will be bringing ur sweater taww..buat tido and buat hug2..heee;

dear,i'm leaving u wif diz..



"We Belong Together"

take carez dear; jgn luper puase & solat okaes...
sayang kamu many2!!!~~

Labels: i'm coming home on sunday~

GOSH!!!
yesterday dear told me dat his elder brother n his sister-in-law teased him abt being the bilal 4 zuhur prayers. and obviously they discovered abt it thru my blog in which there's a video of it. i was like "huh? they read my blog? paisey nyer..klw gitu they know abt us lahh?" and dear was like "i think they go to ur blog thru mine.."
actually itz not the 1st tyme dear told me abt this. there was once dear said that both of his bro&sis in law used to teased him wif mentioning "Al-Fasehah" over n over again wen they both came to the family's house. and his elder brother used to msged "blaja rajin2..jgn nak ingat fasehah jek.. ;-p" ....
awwww dearrr...malunyer kiter.....
and when i asked dear,, "so is it a good thing or a bad thing that both of ur bro&sis knows about us?".. dear said "itz a good thing lah..if u wanna know,itz the 1st tyme that they were like so call happily teasing me..last tyme kak zetty(his sis-in-law) used to told me about one of my ex saying dat she's not pretty at all and kak zetty was like *eeehh din,tak lawa nye die...* haha"

and kak zetty, diz irsya here always talk about u and abg Is tau
and he always say dat me n kak zetty have the almost common character..one of the *highlights* is "suker mkn tulang ayam" hee; and he said kak zetty n me can dudok one corner n enjoy the tulang ayam left behind by abg Is and him...tak baek kan dier??~
and mcm2 lagi lah yg die *mengumpat* abt u both....heeez;

hmm okay..till here i'm gonna end my post 4 todae..gotta turn in..itz midnite already..
btw kak zetty and abg Is, diz post is specially dedicated to the both of eu okeys....
(aww dear help me i'm so paisey)
wishing the both of u a happy and blissful marriage with cute and adorable babies soon..i wanna hear the news!~heez;

Labels: Abg Is and Kak Zetty~

i missed school again today. my backbone is still hurting me.

And all of a sudden, i missed my ustadz hudzaifah. after hearing to the song 'farshy turab' which he sang during the teacher's day celebration~ he's gone to medinah to pursue his studies dere. and he left behind memories for me.(seha bluwekx). the jokes,the call-ups,the pekat pronounciation of *FAA-SUI-HAH*,the smiles,the *kaifa haluki ya FAA-SUI-HAH?*,the *maza ya FAA-SUI-HAH?*, the msg, the hadith test paper, and the pictures and the video~~







ustad & baby khairy~




the hadith test paper dat i received a few days after his departure~

look at the writing in red written by HIM~

i just need your LOVE & *RESPECT*, baby.......

Labels: and datz all;

i was just too lazy to update anything for the last few days. and i've been bz revising for my exams. 14 subjects on my shoulder. insya-Allah i can do it.

i attended the Youth-In-Charge(YIC)program held by al-muttaqin mosque and the yaqins.
this is the time in ramadhan when the youths have the full charge to be imam,bilal,conduct the prayers n stuffs. so my irsya was chosen to be the bilal for the zuhur prayers. here's the video~



i noe it didn't sound so good and flawless. but hey, itz his 1st tyme after all. infact, he was trembling, hekz. btw, u did a good job dear~


n after performing zuhur prayers, we headed down to level 1 to help out with the procedure of porridge making, stirring, scooping, packing, tying, lifting, giving...
n the smell of the porridge was so tempting~ ouh yar n we also have the 'porridge -on- wheels' program, in which we gave out the porridge to the residents around Ang Mo Kio area with bikes,cars. i didn't go because i choose to stay at the mosque. but i get to help kak ain and her family's bazar ramdhan stall~





after that,the gurlz just slacked in the full air-conditioned meeting room while waiting for the guys to return and waiting for the 'break-fast'~
the night spent wif terawih prayers n refresh ourselves up after that. after washing up, i went down to AMK Hub to so call 'pick' my dear up from werk and spend some tyme with him walking around.

itz already midnite but hunger pangs still strikes on everyone of us. so we went to macdonalds and 7-11 to buy supper so dat it accompany us while watching movie at the mosque later on. and we all slept at 2.30 and woked up at 3.30 for the tadarus al-quran. read the juz 'amma and ustad conduct a 'sharing session' among us. went ahead for sahur and until sadiq call out the subuh prayers. after subuh, we all went home but me n dear still slacked at AMK until 10+~

Labels: The NIGHTandDAY of reflections

Just wanna share wif you peeps this slide...

Pictures of ME&HIM dat i'm juz SO IN LOVE WITH..

Labels: Our Slide~

juz wanna share wif u all sumthing very informative and helpful that i got from the net~


Tips Jadi Partner Yg Baik for everyone



Mcm mana ye nak jadi pasangan yg lebih baik?Of coz bila kita pernah putus cinta, kita akn tertanya2 mana silapnya dan always kita dpt spot kesilapan pasangan kita...Truely, paling susah nak spot is kekurangan kita sendiri. Well peeps, let us reflect...remember, love is beautiful and u gotta respect love like u respect urself ;)
Tips for all who respect relationships ;)

1. Menguatkan Iman
Well peeps, takde agama pon yg nak ajar pengikutnya jadi jahat..elemen agama ni amat penting dlm r'ship. Islam sendiri dah ajar mcm mana nak respect semua org..termasuk hormat pasangan masing2. so dgn adanya ilmu agama dan iman yg teguh, i'allah, gerenti aman ur r'ship.

2. Yakin diri dan jangan terkenang kisah lalu
Be confident. Mesti terus maju, fikiran positif. Jadikan kisah gagal sbg satu pengajaran bukan sbg kayu ukur diri. Coz, org yg konfiden sebenarnya dapat menanamkan semangat pd pasangan utk sama2 lalui detik susah dan senang bersama! cewah!!

3. Saat Romantis
Of coz lah dlm r'ship ada up & down. So bila tgh down tu, pls pls pls, kenangkan semula zaman courtship..zaman mula2 nervous bertemu..saat kita ghairah ucap I LOVE U n I MISS U..saat kita amat menghargai pasangan kita..saat dua2 senyum dan mata bertemu!! *terharu babe* Jadikan tu kenangan sbg sandaran utk u terus menghargai pasangan u

4. No to One-Sided Pls
Ingat, dun ever do sesuatu just to please our partner alone. Rmmbr, dlm r'ship, perlukan 2 pihak. Bahagia bersama..susah bersama..itu baru syiok babe! baru adventurous! Klw ada bende yg tak suka, bincang..kalau ada benda yg di suka pon, kene bincang ;) so sama2 leh kongsi interest masing2 dan memahami budi pekerti masing2....oryt? Never walk alone!

5. "Nasihatilah Daku"
Always pesan antara satu sama lain, utk saling nasihat menasihati. Ingat. tonasi yg lembut tika nasihat boleh kasi ur pasangan cair babe! I'allah dgn nasihat yg ada, mampu jadikan kita lebih baik dr sblmnya.

6. Jgn rendahkan pasangan anda
Ingat, takde manusia ni perfect. Abadikan akhlaknya, budi pekertinya, org kata inner beauty! Kalaupun ur pasangan tak sejambu siti nurhaliza, tak sehensem taufik batisah, terima lah dia seadanya. Krn kecantikan luaran, tak kekal. Budi dan sikap positif tu lah yg sebenarnya akn dibawa ke mati. Faham? and always, berikan galakan dan semangat pada pasangan anda. rmmbr, a simple thing u do, means a lot to ur partner ;)

7. Janji
Well peeps, jgn kita janji sesuatu kalau kita rasa kita tak mampu nak tunaikan atau ia luar kadar kemampuan kita. Once ur promise is broken, its considered sold! haha u sold her/his trust away! surely u all tak nak kan??? so jaga dat trust aite!

8. Sentiasa di sisi
Usahakan utk bersama pasangan anda...rmmbr, u choose him/her to be ur lovely partner ryt? so cherish him/her...jgn lah buat tak amek kisah. Sadis babe! Manusia tu ada perasaan hendak dihargai..

9. Komunikasi; tunjang segala keutuhan!
Ada prob, diskus. Ada cadangan, diskus. Ada plan, diskus. Apa2 pun diskus lah...and the best, diskus secara 4 mata...sampai maksud ;)

10. No harsh harsh pls...
Avoid harshy stuffs kat ur partner. Control ur voiz bila marah...control ur action bila piss off...control whatever things that might be harsh bila u takde mood. Relax....chill....and luahkan pd pasangan anda kalau u ada prob..biar dia mengerti situasi anda..dan pendengar luahan pula, berikan lah dia galakan, semangat dan sokongan anda...ingat, jgn rendahkan dirinya :)

11. Hormati dia babe!

12. JUJUR!!!!!
Ada niat nak kelentong? ada niat tipu? ada niat berahsia? lupakan aje babe...jgn skali2 u act mcm tu..coz tak syok kan klw in r'ship ada curiga. so, be frank to ur partner..sikap jujur..dan dgn cara tu, dia akn hargai anda dan hargai ruang peribadi anda. bersikap terbuka dan memahami kunci bahagia!! so jujur ya!


sounds super great & rily helpfull~
so here's the link to it~

http://invoke.sg/cms/portal/Home.aspx

Labels: 3rd of ramadhan

And today is again, A Happy Day.....

I luffed aLOT in class.
I joked aLOT in class.
I disturbed my classmate.
I disturbed my teacher.
I disturbed my ustadz. (haha)


AND and and..Ustad hudzaifah juz can't stop kcw me (and sumhow i can sense sumthing)..hee..serious...

ok2 itz like diz..

1stly, i was in the class wif abt 4 of my classmates, during dat point of tyme, i was singing the song from 'Mimpi Manis' ( u noe the "STOP!! engkau mencuri hatiku..ouhh " ??). n den i saw my ustad was peeping at the door. and i was all like "ahhhh aku paiseyynye...ustad nmpk aku td...". and den ustad entered and asked what happened to the broken glass of the door, and den he said " boley tak 2 org tolong saye?" and den one of my babes pushed me to the door. kong asam seyy..i dun remember who. and so i didn't rily care and bother about helping ustaD. some minutes after dat, yaya was standing infront of the door, and i was looking at the picture of me and ustad which i set as the wallpaper. and den i said "eh macam nak tunjokkan ustad ahh" but i was like " erm takpelah malulah" and yaya said "alah tunjokkan je lah" and ustad was still standing there. and den ustad said "fasehah, saye tgh tunggu nie" , and i passed my hp to him , and he looked at "OUR" picture and passed it back to me and smiled. :-)

2ndly, Ustad Ayhan was absent. so Ustad hudzaifah reliefed our class. and he told us a Story. AND HE ACTUALLY CALL ME GILER !!!!~~ haha..

ok here is how the story goes (he pointed fasehah, ayuni, maryam, and ain as the org giler)

pade suatu hari, seorang doktor dari sebuah hospital gile mengajak 4 org pesakitnyer keluar bersiar-siar. die membawa mereka ke sebuah swimming complex. tetapi kolam di swimming complex itu tidak mempunyai setitik pon air. tetapi org2 giler ini (ain,maryam,ayuni) tetap seronok kerana mereka fikir yang mereka sedang berenang (yelah kate giler kan?) tetapi doktor ini melihat fasehah sedang duduk di atas kerusi dan tersenyum. lalu doktor pon bertanye, "fasehah kenape awk tak swimming??" lalu fasehah pon berkate "saye tak tahu swimming lahh"...

dan kemudian doktor pon memberitahu mereka, "sape yg boley bukak pintu ni?" (actually the doktor juz drew an imaginary door on the wall). so (mariam,ain,ayuni) tried as hard as they can in order to open the "door". but fasehah juz stood dere n luffed at them. the doctor asked why. and fasehah said "alah dorg ni sume mmg giler..bodoh...kunci pintu tuh ade pade saye!!!!" ahahahah

(so u get the joke???)

and den ustad asked everyone " so sekarang ni sape yang paling giler??"
and den everyone said "FASEHAH!!!!!"
(jahat kan ustad!!!~~ buwekk!~) heeeeee...


and den after asar prayer, nisha the niece of ustadz hudzaifah called me, and she showed me a msg dat goes...

" send diz msg to fasehah,
Afwan td ana gurau je,jgn ambik hati k..lgpn bile lg nk gurau dgn anti kn?
hehe..again im sori..."

awchhhhhh i was blushed like mad seyyy...my babes was asking me..." seha aslll???". and my face turned red and my eyes was sparkling. i was damn blushing tau dat tyme...i was soo touched and said "ahhh sweetnyer die.."
hehehehe........

(ustad can always ask 4 my number ape..tak payah lah nak pakai nisha as the org tgh..hahaha)

Labels: sesungguhnyer fasehah blushing giler

i can say that today is the most happiest day of my life..!!!


Firstly,early in the morning,when my dad bought the Berita Harian,he told me that there's a picture of me in it.
So i went to go and have a look. but the article was about Siti Fatimah, my babe from 3B. those in the picture were being called up and selected because they wanted to interview students who have the passion in landing a career in Teaching and MEDIA & ENTERTAINMENT field. And as for me, i aspire to be a Broadcast Journalist. :-)


Me ; second from right~


Upclose~

And as soon as i reached school, i got a few hugs n kisses from my babes. they asked me if i'm OK and i said "YES dear i'm fine..." and den Fathini and Su'aidah babe surprised me (again) with a Big Present for my Belated Birthday!!~ And den i opened it in class
infront of them. there's a ..... GORGEOUS BROWN TOP & MINNIE MOUSE PILLOW...ouwwww SOO LOVELY...


Thanx so muchh BABEs...u made me feel happy when i'm sad~


And Hurein Babe finally blue-toothed me the picture that i took wif Ustadz Hudzaifah last BBQ....Ehehehe...




Ahakz! don't be jealous!!~~

Labels: What a Happy Day~

"let us just be friends...


Remember
about the so-call relationship thing between me and that someone...hmm,i just
hope that the decision that i've made to her may be a good one for th both us.i
decided to be just friends...i've been thinking and kept thinking the
feelings,future..and most importantly-about our studies.Thats more important
than us now."

i grab dat from his recent post in his blog. so i think u peeps out dere can already guess wart is the situation now. and his mind is set. and he juz wanted to treat me as a FRIEND. and to juz forget about the feelings, to juz forget about the love, to juz forget about the memories, and to juz forget about me and juz treating me as a 'Fasehah'.

all those moments we shared, the laughters, the tears, the secrets, promises..all those things that we planned together. no matter how hard i try to convince myself that he's never gonna see me the way he used to, i just can't..and now i realize, the greatest things in life never really lasts!! sometimes, you just have to let go of them..it may not be what makes you happy, but sometimes, you just have to think of what would make others happy.

and if he is happier dat way, and den derez nutting dat i can do. i noe dat i've not been understanding his feelings. i noe dat i have shown dat i don't care when he was hurt by me. i only care about how hurt i was. i noe dat itz already too late to say all these but i've just realised my mistakes towards you. i noe at tymes, you are pressurised by my attitude, and so am i. i noe dat words can't undone warteva dat has happened. i noe dat my words won't bring the love back. i noe dat my words won't make you think twice. i noe dat my words won't change your mind. i noe dat my words won't change your decision.



i am not asking for a chance. neither am i being desperate. but i juz wanted to let him know.



that he was the greatest thing that has ever happened to me.



in the 6 months of being wif him, he made me happy, he made me cry, he made me laugh, he made me love him, he made me like him, he made me to think about my future, he made a wake-up call and told me to buck up wif my studies, he made me to think twice before answering back to my parents.



God i don't know if i'm strong to endure this. i guess i'm still weak. but i can't force him if his feelings is no longer dere.

and i don't want this to be one-sided. i don't want it to be just me who have the feelings and love here. i am not begging.



Thanks for the Love

Thanks for the laughter

Thanks for the care

Thanks for the concern

Thanks for the time

Thanks for the patience

Thanks for the Hugs

Thanks for the Kisses

Thanks for the Advices

Thanks for the moments

Thanks for the Memories



just wishing you for the best in your life, in your studies, wif your family, wif ur friends, wif your future.





AND OUR 1ST PIC

AND OUR LAST

And i am going to stop crying.

I just wanted to let you know, that I Love you, and i still do..

Labels: Heart ; Broken

HEYYZZ!~
the last thursday and friday have been a SUPERB Day for me~
coz i gotta meet my babes for 2 days straight~
due to the career awareness program held by the AMP~

THURSDAY 6th of september

went to the ROMM at around 11am




Ustad Pasuni Maulan




And next stop is SPH BULIDING..to have a peek at BERITA HARIAN..
but i only took pictures of US..



wif Abg Farid ; the cute reporter

and the CUTE babes






And datz it for the day. aft dat 3b babes went to HDB HUB to take the train and bus home...


FRIDAY 7TH of september

the most awaited day for us..and we planned to wore BROWN..
career talk by 5 young and practising professionals followed by a BBQ @ AMP HQ..




The babes who gave me a BIRTHDAY GIFT


Tanx ALOT yar babes!} i LOVE YAR!~


And MARY the burfday girl for the day~

FASEHAH & FATIMAH (the MEDIA and ENTERTAINMENT babe)

SUE and ME wif ustad hudzaifah at the back~




and the last picture of the NIGHT

Labels: have u ever think about how HURT i am?

current mood song ; Rimas by The Fabolous Catz




Nananananananananananananananana
o0o0o0...........
Nananananananananananananananana
o0o0o0...........

Lari,lari,lari
Aku lari tinggalkan semua ini
Untuk mencari, cari,cari
Ketenangan diri.........hi......

Pergi,pergi,pergi
Engkau pergi dari hidupku ini
Ku tak mahu, mahu
Engkau hadir dalam diri ini...hi...

Keluhan hatiku tak siapa yang tahu
Ku simpan semua sebak di dada
Biar ku yang terluka
Pernahkah kau mengerti caraku memujukmu?
Pernahkah kau hargai caraku mencintaimu?

Lafaskan kata dari bibir
Adakahnya dari hati
Mungkin kau tak fahami maksudnya
yang tersembunyi
Titisan air mata dari pipi ke bumi
Pernahkah kau peduli betapa sedih diriku ini

[Chorus]
Mengapa.....
Aku yang terluka...
Aku yang merana....
Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini
Engkau yang meminta...
Aku yang sengsara...
Rimas,rimas..aku rimas

[Chorus]
Mengapa.....
Aku yang terluka...
Aku yang merana....
Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini
Engkau yang meminta...
Aku yang sengsara...
Rimas..rimas..aku rimas

Nananananananananananananananana
o0o0o0...........


Lari-lari aku
Lari tinggalkan...
Tinggalkan semua ini
Untuk mencari
Untuk mencari....ketenangan
aku pergi tinggalkan
Tinggalkan kau sendiri
Ku pergi, kini ku pergi
tinggalkanmu sendiri

Ulang [Chourus] 3 X....

Nananananananananananananananana
o0o0o0...........
Nananananananananananananananana

Labels: Rimas

Today is the 1ST OF SEPTEMBER

and itz my b'dae today...
or i shud say, an UNLUCK BIRTHDAY with a big VERY

partly becoz ;

(1) HE didn't surprise me with anything, seriously HE DON'T..
Not even a gift, Not even a wart..
I am not trying to be materialistic but HEY!,i am a gurl hu have feelings..
You don't have to give me sumthing lavish or expensive..
BUT itz the thought dat counts.
Why don't u juz use ur own creativity IF u said u can't afford any gift??
OK yar i noe, dat u were the 1st person to msg me n wish me a happy bdae
@ 12 sharp in the midnite. bUT hey!~ is dat all??
OK, I dun wish to talk abt diz, ANYMORE...

(2) MY mum was in a foul mood, due to wart? i seriously don't know
She kicked up a big fuss over small matters
AND she find faults wif everyone in this house..
Including me...

(3) HE did asked me out, but i declined becoz I NOE dat itz juz gonna be
A normal and any ordinary day. so i said NO, i noe itz gonna be BORING.
AT 1st we planned to meet at 3, but i said dat I DUN WANNA GO OUT WIF HIM
Becoz i juz wasn't in any mood. AND so, i cancelled it..
But after some consideration, i finally made up my mind to see him at 6
At BOAT QUAY. The reason i said YES becoz i REALLY GOD DAMN REALLY THOUGHT dat
HE is gonna surprise me wif sumthing..But indeed, i was wrong. dere is still
NOTHING. ZERO. EMPTY-HANDED. can't u imagine how dissapointed and HURT i wass?
But in the end, he managed to talk things out and expect me to understand his
condition...argghhh fyne...i am gonna tolerate for A VERY LAST TYME.

BUt sumhow, i still have the mood to take a picture wif him ; hekz



(4) But despite this VERY UNLUCKY B'DAE, sumhow i was cheered up by the gift from
KAK WANY and KAK AIN!!} my 2 lovely n wunderfull sisterz ever...




and TADAAAAA!!!~~



Thanx a LOT kak ain n kak wany!~
and thanx for those who wished me via msges,comments on friendster, MSN, tagboard, calls....
THANX!!~
U MADE MY DAY WHEN SUM PPL DON'T...

Labels: BIRTHDAY ; Mixed moods~

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Fasehah Omar
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