Thursday, 19 July 2007 ; 09:13Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
hey ppl!~ sorry for not updating my blog for a very long period of time!~ i was juz too lazy to keep u all updated..haha..so rily2 sory yar~
hmm..well2..wat shud i start aft i've been m.i.a . well, not manymajor occurence have happened to me. even if dere does,i shan't blog abt it coz itz juz
too personal..well, i juz returned from YCM at muttaqin. i was damn dead tired and feeling kinda sleepy. been yawning for quite sum tyme during the meeting. my eyes was heavy. i went to muttaqin straight from sch la seyy..wat did u expect?so yar..me n him..we went together..bt i dunno..half way thru,i started to get angry wif him. maybe bcoz he dun wana carry my heavy bag for me. bt datz ok. n den while leaving, he didn't took my shoes along from the back gate to the front gate. i was totally pissed off bt kept telling myself to juz be patient and juz sabar jer. and den aft dat i purposely didn't want to accompany him to eat. but i already know dat he's been groaning in pain, saying out loud, complaining dat he is hungry and dat his stomach hurts a lot. i juz heck care and totally dun bother. i wanted him to feel how i felt being neglected and not being cared for. and indeed, yes, i succeeded on letting him suffer for awhile.
but aft dat,i juz said sorry to him for being cold and for not talking at all. and den aft dat he sent me home. and hopefully things between us will back to normal again. juz like how we both used to be.
and sayang..diz goes out for u..
To choose eitherto look at him?or not to look at him?He's gorgeoushard to resistI LOVE HIMand i insist...But for no reasoni was mad at himGOD i don't know what is wrong with meI've been feeling weird latelyDear, sorry for acting strangeI wanna be with youin between every range....sayang plz update ur blog k..i want u to say sumting about US...and btw,i was online wif my former 'love-of-my-life'~~ARGGHH!! watever Fish!!~~ i was blind then. i didn't know how to tell ppl's character. so yar..he said sumting like.. *are u still single?* *so i stand a chance la ni?* *if u are wif me,confirm i'll treat u baek2* *do you want to talk?* like duhhhhh!!!!~~~ don't u ever think dat i'll be taken wif ur werdz!!~~ wen you are alone, u want to talk to me bcoz dere is juz no one else kan??? WATEVER la ahmad afif !!!~~ i'm a grown up now!!~~ u are 20 already, but u still act like a kid..and u sounded juz like a typical mat!! i won't tolerate ur nonsense ok?!~ i am not in trouble like wart u said. i am happy with the life dat i am leading now...~~~Labels: unTOLERABLE day