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Saturday, 26 May 2007 ; 01:34Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him


but i'll juz keep this feeling with me
coz i noe dat he juz wanted us to treat each other as friends
i'll still keep this heart for him
this heart belongs to him
belongs to irsyarudin shah..

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; 00:30Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
" Disaat sepi ku sendiri,
kehadiranmu sungguh bererti,
walaupun kini ku sedari,
kau tiada lagi di pelukanku.

izinkan ku menyanyangimu,
walaupun dalam mimpi.

biar,biarkan cinta,
biarkan ada di dalam dada,
jangan,jangan tergilas,
oleh waktuku dan waktumu.

walaupun tak lagi bersama,
biarkan cinta itu tetap ada.

walaupun kini ku sedari,
kau tiada lagi di pelukanku.

izinkanku menyayangimu,
walaupun dalam mimpi."





Thursday, 24 May 2007 ; 00:57Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
Di malam sepi kusujud
menghadap-Mu
mengharap maghfirah dari-Mu
oh tuhan yang Esa

ku cemari hidup dengan kesesatan
membuatkan hati yang sering terleka
terasa jauh diriku dari Tuhan
dengan godaan syaitan

kutahu Dialah penerima taubat
walaupun ku sering
tinggalkan suruhan
berilah kesempatan ini untuk berubah

cintaku dambakan hanya pada-Mu oh Tuhan
terimalah permintaanku dari hamba yang hina
ku sering berjanji namun sering ku mungkiri
janji yang tak pernah lagi ku tepati

ku pasrahkan segala pada-Mu oh Tuhan
jangan kau palingkan hati ini dari kebenaran
andai esok nafasku terhenti disini
ku mohon jauhkan diriku dari azab-Mu





Wednesday, 23 May 2007 ; 23:18Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~


It's over. He's gone.

Why do we have to part while the love is still there?
Why do we have to suffer?
Why do we have to cry when somebody bids goodbye?
Why do beginnings have an end?
Why do we have to meet only to lose in the end?


What happened to our love?

It used to be so bright
Loving, laughing, caring
You were my one and only love
Cared for you too much


you said you wanted us to be just friends.

but do you mean gudbye?
Is that the easy way to end?
The wish without the why?
I cannot just forget.
There's something lovely like a song
That's waiting to be heard,
Or like the feelings that belong
To some unspoken word.




love don't exist
Just a 4-letter word
doesn't mean anyting
you can love all you want
but i don't care
love dont exist in my world
you can love until u gave up
i gave up already
i call it quits
never to love again
because love is stupid
love is dumb
all it leads to heartaches
and i've had too many of those
so love means nothing
love is pain
so quit while you can
or you'll feel heartless like me





Tuesday, 22 May 2007 ; 08:15Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
JUST WHO AM I TO HIM???














DATZ ALL I GOTTA SAY FOR TONITE

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Sunday, 20 May 2007 ; 23:47Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
first of all..wanna wish kak fiza n abg syam "happy engagement"..semoga berkekalan hingga ke jinjang pelamin..amin. hee..bestnyer da tunang..wen will be my turn eh?? lolx! kak fiza invited all of the yaqins to her engagement day..n weneva the yaQins meet,confirm kecoh sey..haha..kak fiza look so sweet in her baju kurung wif her long n extensive eye lashes..haha..we juz love taking picz wif the gorgeous her..*wink*..n not 4getting me n irsya..tak lepaskan peluang..haha..hmm..(wonder wen will our turn be eh??)..lolx..btw,after HER engagement..me n irsya took the train n head down to city hall n walked all the way towards BOAT QUAY..OUR FAV. PLACE..we performed our asar prayer at the nearby mosque dere..aft dat..he thought of hanging out at starbucks dere,but itz closed..poor us..so we walked all the way wif the drizzling rain accompanying us 2wards far east square n china square in search of a place 2 hangout..but later we found a 7-11 store n he bought 4 himself a bowl of myojo mee n 2 bottles of 100plus 4 us..he's so degil..da saket tekak pon masey nak minom 100plus jgk..we look 4 a place 2 sit down n eat n den we found a table n 2 chairs..so swee-swee sey..hee da jodoh gaknyer..lolx..hmm..lps da mkn,we found a place 2 perform our maghrib prayer..at a staircase at diz shopping centre nearby..we prayed 2gether..irsya imam the solat..alhamdulillah..it happened again..hee..aft solat,i wanted 2 sit on a swing at the park juz infront of the shopping centre..itz not rily a swing..but sum sort of a bench cum swing..so we sat dere,enjoying the night breeze,under the dark sky,wif stars above us,infront of a fountain,watching kidz playing,laying on his shoulder,hearing "we malo" while taking pictures..hee..wart a wonderful nite..will remember it 4 the rest of my life..aft dat..he sent me home..n we parted wif him kissing my head n n n n *not telling*..hee..the time shows 9.30 pm n he needed 2 rush home 2 catch the match btween CHELSEA & MAN U..but too bad syg..CHELSEA menang!!! hahaha...

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Friday, 18 May 2007 ; 06:55Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
i miss his soul
i miss his self
i miss his presence
i miss his hold
i miss his touch
i miss his kiss
i miss his hug
i miss his eyes
i miss his smiles
i miss his grins
i miss his laugh
i miss his LOVE
i miss his crapz
i miss the way he make me laugh
i miss the way he look at me
i miss the way he tickles me
i miss the way he kiss my head
i miss the way he look confused
i miss the way he look furious
i miss the way he look tired
i miss the way he look funny
i miss the way he look stupid
i miss the time wen he's by my side
i miss the time wen he's dere to be wif me
i miss the time wen he told me dat he have feelings for me
i miss the time wen he cared for me
i miss the time wen we make fun of each other
i miss the time wen we laugh at each other
i miss the time wen we were together
i miss the time wen we only have each other
i miss everyting about HIM
i miss everyting about US
i miss OUR LOVE
i miss YOUR LOVE
i miss MY LOVE
i miss IRSYARUDIN SHAH.........

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Saturday, 12 May 2007 ; 20:31Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
i am feeling down..i had a conversation wif him yesterdae..a painful one..not rily i shud say..itz juz dat we've been straining from each other..maybe he was juz bz wif his packed schedule;ms,yaqins,sch,studies..2 name a few..n he have a lot of stuffs 2 tink abt..his families,his activities..n me..probably i was juz being too exaggerated by calling him everidae..bt itz not like i called him 4 every single tyme..i've only been calling him once evridae..itz not like i disturbed him.....ok,i noe he needed tyme of his own..he needed sum personal space..n so am i..i needed one too..n so i called him yesterdae..i told him 2 "juz treat me as a fren"..2 juz treat me like how he treated the rest of the yaqins..he was luffing all the way..saying dat "he dun mind"...sumhow i have a sense dat he was juz trying 2 hide his true feelings..trying 2 hide the fact dat he was actually hurt..hmm......but the moment wen i told him 2 "juz 4get abt wateva dat we've went thru..juz 4get abt wateva dat have happened between us..juz 4get abt wateva dat we've done..juz 4get abt the feelings.."....i heard a silence from he's side..itz like he was totally speechless..n he tried covering up by *luffing*...my goodness..i can tell n i can read by sumone's tone of voice...y did he have 2 hide his feelings?? y did he have 2 pretend dat he was all rite......*sigh*......how i wish dat i've neva said dat 2 him......to tell the truth,i rillyy have feelings for him.....and the love for him was dere.....still dere......i love irsyarudin....but he juz dun seem 2 care....so i'll juz keep diz feeling with me.....n only time will tell............

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Wednesday, 2 May 2007 ; 16:43Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
Gurlz outing were juz GREAT!!! last mayday..i went out wif jija&kak wany to the cathay..it was a last minute decision..bt ppl say last minute is the best..all bcoz me n jija wanted to taste ben&jerry's ice -cream...so we walked all the way from somerset mrt station..i decide 2 unwind n release out my stressness wif exams n him..so i thot it wud be a great idea to enjoy a day with the gurlz..aniwae..the ice-creams at BJ were so lickylicious..haha

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