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Saturday, 28 April 2007 ; 06:27Y
IM FYNE WITHOUT YOU~
i dunno what i shud call myself or regard myself as single or attached..diz ting has been bothering me all diz while..evasince i have started 2 noe him..i'm still confused of the term "together but not yet an item"..it is rilly bothering me..ok,i noe he regard me as "more den a friend"..n we lyke each other..n we love each other..n we've been acting lyke we are LOVERS..but i juz dun lyke 2 have my status 2 be hanging juz lyke dat..i totally dun lyke..yes i love him..n yes he loves me..but is dat already enough?? i'm a girl..i dun lyke ppl 2 toy wif my feelingz..i need an assurance..i wanna noe if i belong 2 his heart..ppl around us have been asking if i'm together wif him..but i didn't have the heart 2 say dat "ouh he's juz a friend of mine"..but no i can't say dat..coz i noe it is going 2 hurt me n him as well..coz we love each other..so,i juz say dat "we are juz cloze frens"..sumtymez..how i wish dat our term is not "together but not an item"..how i wish dat it is the opposite thing..how i wish dat "i am really together wif him"..but honestly..i juz can't bring myself to have any relationship yet..coz i'm afraid of getting HURT..i'm rilly afraid if one day..na'uzubillah..he will leave me at the end of the road..wen he no longer needs me in his lyfe..n wen he have found someone else who is better den me..dat is wat scares me the most..to be heartbroken..ya-Allah..honestly..i'm crying rite now..diz is the 1st tyme my tears rolled down bcoz of him..but by not being an item 4 now also have itz own DISadvantages itself..bcoz,i dun have the right 2 intefere in his life..i dun have the right 2 noe his whereabouts..n he have the right 2 go out with anyone..n he can juz walk away n leave me anytime and anywhere he wants..dat is even much more painful..but didn't he noe dat by not being in an assured relationship,he is actually scaring me the most??....haizz...i dunno wat else 2 say..juz hope he cud understand how i am feeling..the only thing is..i juz wan him to noe dat "I RILLY LOVE HIM"...

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