i dunno why i suddenly has the urges 2 open and read up HER blog..i dunno what brings me dere..the moment i opened HER'S..sumting rily caught my eyes..sumting dated on the february and march of 2006..it was his ex's blog..the moment i read it..i'm all lyke "ouh my god"..it kinda disturbs me..wif everyting dat they have done..hmm..wif everyting dat she said..wif everyting dat he said..hmmm...i juz can't describe how i felt at dat very moment..eventhough datz his past..but it rily disturbs me..now i already get the picture how his zaman jahiliah rily was..ya-Allah..plz give me back my strength 2 endure all this..i can see dat he's trying 2 change..eventhough i can't rilly see if he has changed..i dunno if i shud accept his past..n give him my trust..dat he is not wat he used 2 be..*sighing*..i dunno..i juz dunno...ya-Allah..plz show 2 me dat he has rily changed..ya-Allah..tafattahul babut-taubah li irsyarudin shah salleh...

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Baby i love you
you are my life
the happiest moments weren't complete
if you weren't here by my side
you are my relation
and connection to the sun
with you next to me
there is no darkness i can't overcome
you are the raindrops
i am the sead
with you and God,who's the sunlight
i'll bloom and grow so beautifully
baby i'm so proud
proud to be your girl
you make the confusion
go all away
from this cold and messed up world


I am in love with you
you set me free
i can't do this thing
called life without you here with me
coz i'm dangerously in love with you
i'll never leave
juz keep loving me
the way i love you loving me


And i know you love me
love me for who i am
coz years before i became who i am
baby,u were my man
i know it ain't easy
easy loving me
i apprecciate the love and dedication
from you to me
later or in my destiny
i see myself having your child
i see myself being your wife
and i see my whole future in your eyes
the thought of all my love for you
sometimes makes me wanna cry
realize all my blessings
i'm grateful to have you by my side


Everytime i see your face
my heart smiles
everitime it feels so good
it hurts sometimes
created in this world
to love,
to hold,
to feel,
to breathe,
to live you

dangerously in love

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i dunno what i shud call myself or regard myself as single or attached..diz ting has been bothering me all diz while..evasince i have started 2 noe him..i'm still confused of the term "together but not yet an item"..it is rilly bothering me..ok,i noe he regard me as "more den a friend"..n we lyke each other..n we love each other..n we've been acting lyke we are LOVERS..but i juz dun lyke 2 have my status 2 be hanging juz lyke dat..i totally dun lyke..yes i love him..n yes he loves me..but is dat already enough?? i'm a girl..i dun lyke ppl 2 toy wif my feelingz..i need an assurance..i wanna noe if i belong 2 his heart..ppl around us have been asking if i'm together wif him..but i didn't have the heart 2 say dat "ouh he's juz a friend of mine"..but no i can't say dat..coz i noe it is going 2 hurt me n him as well..coz we love each other..so,i juz say dat "we are juz cloze frens"..sumtymez..how i wish dat our term is not "together but not an item"..how i wish dat it is the opposite thing..how i wish dat "i am really together wif him"..but honestly..i juz can't bring myself to have any relationship yet..coz i'm afraid of getting HURT..i'm rilly afraid if one day..na'uzubillah..he will leave me at the end of the road..wen he no longer needs me in his lyfe..n wen he have found someone else who is better den me..dat is wat scares me the most..to be heartbroken..ya-Allah..honestly..i'm crying rite now..diz is the 1st tyme my tears rolled down bcoz of him..but by not being an item 4 now also have itz own DISadvantages itself..bcoz,i dun have the right 2 intefere in his life..i dun have the right 2 noe his whereabouts..n he have the right 2 go out with anyone..n he can juz walk away n leave me anytime and anywhere he wants..dat is even much more painful..but didn't he noe dat by not being in an assured relationship,he is actually scaring me the most??....haizz...i dunno wat else 2 say..juz hope he cud understand how i am feeling..the only thing is..i juz wan him to noe dat "I RILLY LOVE HIM"...

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wuhooo!!!...today is the happiest day of my life..!! i have a debate competition juz now,n my team won!! n i was the "best speaker"..yeah!!! for 2 years straight..!! haha..n i also won 3rd place for "malay news reading"..hee..but takpelah 3rd place..last year da menang 1st..so mcm diz year kasi chan kt bdk2 laen la..haha..so lyke nw,i began 2 collect trophy la..hee..skrg bahas da lepas..next is "arabic news reading competition" @ madrasah aljunied..rily looking forwrd to it..heez..it'z my passion btw..to read news..doesn't matter la in arabic or malay or in english..i wanna be a newsreader wen i grow up..insya-allah..dat wish will cum true one day..

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Labels: love him lotz

Labels: wedding with the YAQINS

diz is my new blog..the new me..the new fasehah bte omar..so,i shud start my life wif a new chapter..hmm..2dae i went out wif my *dear*..he's a friend of mine..my companion..but y i call him my dear? datz bcoz we both noe dat we lyke n love each other..itz juz dat we r giving ourselves sum sufficient tyme 2 get 2 noe each other 1st..we r sum sort together,but we r not an item..i still belong to me..n he still belong to himself..but i love him..i rily do... ok,so juz now,i went out wif him..he waited 4 me at masjid al-muttaqin..i'm late..haha..n as soon as i reached dere,i saw him lying down at the musollah..so i juz gave him a miss call 2 show dat i'm already dere..n aft dat he groans to me abt his back pains..how i pity him..i wish i cud do sumting abt it..bt i juz dunno how to..and so i told him dat i brought food 4 him..but honestly n shockingly,i boley TERLUPER yg die tak mkn fried mee hoon..i was lyke.."ya allah paiseynyer..seriously i luper"..n we didn't even touch the mee..haha..at dat,we went straightly to bugis coz my ex wanna pass me back my dvd..but WATEVA ABT MY EX..I'M NOT GONNA TALK ABT HIM HERE.. ok and den aft solat zuhur at mesjid sultan,we go n have lunch at "i dunno abt diz chinese eatery"..n we joke abt sum crapz stuff..astaghfirullahh..nnt nenek die carik die aru tau..haha..we both luff SOO DAMN LOUDLY sey..hahaha..n den from dere we go n catch a movie..our first movie.."mr beans holiday"..haha..aft solat asar,we went 2 eat again at burger king..we were soo damn crazy dere..luffing n suchh..bt sumhow aft dat we settle down..begin 2 make a "heart shape" out of the burger wrapper..den we wrote our name on it..itz sweett..aft maghrib prayer,he sent me home..we talk abt our personal stuffs in the train..i can see his eyes turning red..he seems sad..but i will olwayz be dere n help anyting dat i cud..even if juz by being a listening ear..i will be dere 4 himm..n so we parted by saying "gudnyte" "take care"..n i wish,at dat moment,dat i can tell him dat i love himm....

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